Sunday, October 31, 2010

Be happy (^-^)


After gone through the most tough period yesterday, I'm back with the new spirit of not quiting. Yes, yesterday I'm quite down, frustrated, depressed & disappointed with myself but suddenly this morning something popes up in my mind " Why am I so weak? This is not me!!" & now once again I'm the happy Nasrin (^-^). Oh yesterday to make myself happy, I went out with my friends, Azra & Yaya..we went to Megamall ( I don't really like this place though) & played in the games center..even though I'm not sort of gamer but still I enjoyed playing shooting game there..seems like I'm relieving my stress by killing haha..after that Azra & Yaya planned to play bowling but somehow the place is crowded with peoples..yeah Saturday is a crowd day..so we just go shopping a bit..I shopped junk foods only..after all i need something to much when I'm stress..RM15 was spent on junk food..worth it? kind of...then I went to KFC to buy dinner for my roommates..in KFC I met a Korean guy huhu but can't talk much with him coz my orders are ready...huhu he had a cute accent when speaking in English hehehe (#^-^#)..then me & Azra went to computer's shops behind Megamall in order to survey price for MP3..she needs one i think...after that we went back to Mahallah with Shafiza...in my room don't know why I become so depressed again so i took my shower, wait till Isya' & then i slept till 6am in this morning fuh quite relieving..ok so I think I just need to be patient till I get my degree & after that I can do whatever I've planned before huhuhu (^-^)

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Depress, Frustrated, Disappointed

Those three words are expressing my feeling right now. I just finishing my Pharmacology final exam & in fact I went out early from the exam hall because I can't take the pressure any longer. Honestly the questions are tough enough that can make me squirm. I called my mom after the exam and she just laughing and said focus on the other papers rather than weeping on the past. Hohoho my mum really has a simple minded not like me. I wonder maybe that's why she can get through a lot of difficulties. I afraid I need to repeat the paper as it carry 4 credit hours..this is really make me feel useless..now i need to escape from this reality...somebody please take me to Alaska ASAP....

Friday, October 29, 2010

Dumbstruck


Today at Pathology class I've been dumbstruck by final exam's format announced by Sister Mardiaty...can u imagine 5 long essays which carries 10 marks each? huhuhuhuhuhuhu it goes almost the same with Immunology, 2 long essays each 20 marks..hahaha plz somebody help us....MCQ's and short notes also included...whatever I just need to go through it and be positive..insyaALLAH I can get through it (^-^)

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Selepas quiz Immuno


Td aku br lps jawab quiz immunology...huhuhuhu soalan die blh la thn..adat quiz la kan ade yg blh jwb ade yg x leh jwb..abis2 quiz aku jln la blk mahallah dgn Aina..hehe singgah la Cafe sat bli goreng pisang huhuhu jmpe Chepah, Hikmah n friends huhuhu mls type pnjg2..tgh2 aku dlm process mencari pisang2 lembik (aku suke sbb sedap) Chepah bantai suh aku blanje huhu mula2 suh aku bli seikat pas2 die x puas ati suh aku bli setandan hahaha ko ingat aku nk wat kenduri doa selamat ke Chepah? abis bli pisang aku g tmpt aiskrim hohoho akak & abg aiskrim bz melayan pelanggan2 mereka maka aku dgn Aina layan diri sendiri...aku try la ceduk aiskrim 2 sendiri tp ntah apsal aku x dpt wat bntk bulat normal huhuhu aku gelabah sat...pastu aku letak balik aiskrim 2 mntk Aina ceduk tp still x lawa..huhu makanya aku suh anak akak 2 ltk utk aku hahaha...budak 2 dgn pemurahnya letak setimbun aiskrim hahaha bentuk klaka giler tp aku suke sbb xde org dlm dunia ni dpt aiskrim yg bnyk & bntk mcm aku td hahahaha...blk bilik solat & skang aku nk get ready g klas RKUD huhuhu..byeeee

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Final exam (XOX)


Hoho sedar x sedar ari Sabtu ni dh start FINAL EXAM huhuhuh...takut? Agakla sbb sem ni mcm terlalu pendek & blh kata aku kelam kabut skit sem ni hoho Immunology, Pathology, Pharmacology, Biostatistic & EAP huhuhu semua subjek2 yg blh wat aku telan panadol ActiFast 2-3 bijik huhuhu tiada niat nk bunuh diri ye adik2...susah? Mmg susah & kne byk m'hafal plak 2 huhuhu klu korang bg History of Nostradamus 2 blh la gak aku nk hafal sbb interesting huhuhu...smlm time kwn aku, Pudin anta aku blk, ktrg ade gak la bncg psl final exam ni..soalan paling common "dh abis study?" haha wrong Q to wrong person..aku ni klu dh blk umah makanya buku ape sume aku mmg tgl la huhu syok main2..si Pudin ni pelik sbb tgh2 byk keje ni aku blh plak suka suki blk umah..so aku bgtau la yg mak aku pgl blk so xleh kata apa la...dh nk2 exam ni batch aku still ade klas ganti & presentation hohoh..siang td br kawtim presentation Pharmacology 2 pn nsb baik bkn aku yg kne present hehehe..tp jujur aku ckp, aku mmg ngantuk giler2 time org present so aku dgn muka x malunya tdo huhuhuh sorry kengkwn x thn sgt ni...esk plak ade presentation Pathology huhuhu still nsb baik sbb bkn aku gak yg present..lusa quiz Immunology hoho ni x nsb baik sbb sume wajib jwb huhu kan best klu aku blh wakilkn Albert Einstein utk jwb tp die terer ke jwb Immuno? xpe la amik Edward Cullen jela..hohohoho masih di alam fantasi...ok la aku nk wish good luck utk bdk2 batch aku yg nk amik Final ni hohoho semoga jawab dgn tenang
(^-^)

Sunday, October 24, 2010

When at home

inside the car..making poyo face haha
Home= outing with my sisters..yup outing almost everyday..On Friday morning, me,Jiyah &Dini accompany my elder sister to Unisel to get her academic transcript & few things done. Unisel = Africa...the place is too hot till I can't imagine how people there can survive in such a hot climate (sorry I can't stand it)..because of all Unisel's staffs had a course in that morning, me & my sisters head back to Rawang town. Yeah who wants to stay there till 2.45pm? We grab our breakfast at McD & went back home. At home I managed to do some of my works & at 2 pm we head back to Unisel. Just because my elder sis need to settle a lots of things, we need to stay for quite a long time in Unisel..huhu I played a lot of stupid things with Jiyah haha really looked like crazy people & even my elder sis ashamed with us..huhu but nothing can stop us coz we are to bored waiting..while Dini stay quite far from us just starred at us & felt annoyed huhuhuhu..after get things done, we went back home...at night, we went back to KKB huhu it is a must for me to meet my Koh Saerah whenever I'm home..we stayed for a night at KKB & went back to Rawang this evening. Quite short period there but having a great time with my koh Saerah huhuhu...oh forgot to tell my heroes coming to my house almost everyday so I manage to played with them huhuhu really feel happy & blessed coz got to see Aqil, Wafiq & Aqlan..their sister asked me " u got too excited over them, I can't imagine how will u react towards ur own children" huhuhu i don't know but I think maybe overjoyed every time i see them huhuhu...hope Allah will blessed me with children when i got married..(^-^)
Dini bored waiting face..huhuhu
Dini & Jiyah...almost same height 
Wafiq & Aqil followed my family to birthday party at Rawang Perdana, this is their picture after the party (didn't manage to get picture from party coz I'm to old to go there huhu). Below is Aqlan sweet dream moment huhu..he came to my house on last Friday & after played for a quite short time, he felt asleep..haha so cute (^-^)

Friday, October 22, 2010

Balik

Hari ni aku blk umah huhuhu..gembira x terkata..tp aku rs bersalah gila2 sbb kne kuar awal time klas EAP..ok sbnrnya mcm ni..lps tau esk xde klas patho, aku trs decide nk blk ari ni gak..so aku call mak aku bgtau aku jd blk..b4 klas EAP start aku call la Bulan Restu wat tempahan tiket pkl 6...tiba2 td b4 klas madam tny bl nk wat klas ganti utk 14 ari bln lps yg t'tgl..so mcm2 cdgn yg kuar..last2 madam cdg nk wat ptg td gak which mean extend class till 5.30pm..aku dh start gelabah sbb aku dh tmph tiket dgn yakin dgn akak bas 2...aku bgtaula aku xleh sbb nk blk ptg 2 gak..aku dh rs b'salah dh time 2 sbbkn aku org lain susah..stress dan2 2 gak & aku trs skt kpale..huhu aku makin lemah nmpknya...pas2 bncg pny bncg madam agree class ptg ni dgn bdk2 len manakala aku plak nnt wat personal class dgn madam huhuhu ala2 dating gitu...ngehehehe (^-^)

Pkl 4.45 aku mntk izin kuar..tp ntah mcm mne aku jd blur & trs blurted out "I'm leaving" mak aih glr poyo ayat aku...xde niat pun nk rude pas2 madam ckp la psl nnt aku kne wat klas ganti n aku plak bantai reply "ok i'll call u" hohoho apsal aku mcm kurang ajar ni? Aku rs myb sbb aku rushing sgt smpi ape yg aku ckp sume jd haru biru..Madam Mahani I'm sorry (T.T).....ckp trs terang aku mmg suke glr2 klas EAP aku ni sbb sume pun sempoi & fun to mingle with..huhuhu smpi add section ari 2 chepah bantai msg suh add section yg sme hehehe harap2 la sume dpt msk section sme ye? huhuhu..

ok tukar mood..td dlm bas aku terpk klu la ditakdirkan Allah amik nyawa aku skang sape yg akan meratapi pemergianku? ahli keluarga? rakan2? mcm mne hidup dorg lps aku xde? adakah dorg akan doakn kesejahteraan aku? brape lama dorg akan igt kat aku? pas2 aku tb2 emo jap..byk tugasan2 aku yg blm sempurna..maka ketiadaanku akan menyusahkan org lain utk siapkan ape yg tergendala...trs aku insaf & cube igt blk sepnjg 21 tahun 11 bulan 22 hari, apa amalanku yg boleh selamatkn aku dr seksaan neraka? hampir menangis aku dlm bas td tp aku thn sbb kang jd bdk pelik lg...insaf mmg insaf tp aku ni manusia yg lemah, slalu aku lakukan kesilapan...aku b'syukur sbb Allah masih beri aku nyawa maka aku masih ade ms utk perbaiki dr..InsyaAllah aku akan cube jd manusia yg lebih baik dr hari ini..

Pkl 9 lebih aku smpi kt Gombak..aku trn kt Masjid Ar-Rahmah..aku hairan apsal Mr Zul & Cik Puan Zalinah x smpi2 lg..so aku pun call la Mr Zul..Mr Zul bgtau dorg br ade kt Selayang so aku pun tggu la dpn rumah Allah 2..time2 2 gak aku pk klu aku dh ade duit nk bli rumah, aku nk rumah aku dpn masjid so sng bg isi rumah aku g masjid..bgn subuh pn sng sbb azan mst kuat klu kata dpn2 masjid kn? aku bygkn baj]hagia btol hidup aku sbb klu aku dpt rumah mcm 2, aku nk bawa Koh Saerah aku tgl dgn aku & sng die nk g masjid..InsyaAllah akan aku usahakan supaya impian aku ni tercapai...

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Fairy Tales - The Dark Truth..

Since we were little, we are fancied with a lot of beautiful fairy tales..huhu but the truth behind it are not so beautiful...

The Pied Piper
In the tale of the Pied Piper, we have a village overrun with rats. A man arrives dressed in clothes of pied (a patchwork of colors) and offers to rid the town of the vermin. The villagers agree to pay a vast sum of money if the piper can do it – and he does. He plays music on his pipe which draws all the rats out of the town. When he returns for payment – the villagers won’t cough up so the Pied Piper decides to rid the town of children too! In most modern variants, the piper draws the children to a cave out of the town and when the townsfolk finally agree to pay up, he sends them back. In the darker original, the piper leads the children to a river where they all drown (except a lame boy who couldn’t keep up). Some modern scholars say that there are connotations of pedophilia in this fairy tale.


Little Red Riding Hood
The version of this tale that most of us are familiar with ends with Riding Hood being saved by the woodsman who kills the wicked wolf. But in fact, the original French version (by Charles Perrault) of the tale was not quite so nice. In this version, the little girl is a well bred young lady who is given false instructions by the wolf when she asks the way to her grandmothers. Foolishly riding hood takes the advice of the wolf and ends up being eaten. And here the story ends. There is no woodsman – no grandmother – just a fat wolf and a dead Red Riding Hood. The moral to this story is to not take advice from strangers.


The Little Mermaid
The 1989 version of the Little Mermaid might be better known as “The big whopper!” In the Disney version, the film ends with Ariel the mermaid being changed into a human so she can marry Eric. They marry in a wonderful wedding attended by humans and merpeople. But, in the very first version by Hans Christian Andersen, the mermaid sees the Prince marry a princess and she despairs. She is offered a knife with which to stab the prince to death, but rather than do that she jumps into the sea and dies by turning to froth. Hans Christian Andersen modified the ending slightly to make it more pleasant. In his new ending, instead of dying when turned to froth, she becomes a “daughter of the air” waiting to go to heaven – so, frankly, she is still dead for all intents and purposes.


Snow White & 7 dwarfs
In the tale of snow white that we are all familiar with, the Queen asks a huntsman to kill her and bring her heart back as proof. Instead, the huntsman can’t bring himself to do it and returns with the heart of a boar. Now, fortunately disney hasn’t done too much damage to this tale, but they did leave out one important original element: in the original tale, the Queen actually asks for Snow White’s liver and lungs – which are to be served for dinner that night! Also in the original, Snow White wakes up when she is jostled by the prince’s horse as he carries her back to his castle – not from a magical kiss. What the prince wanted to do with a dead girl’s body I will leave to your imagination. Oh – in the Grimm version, the tale ends with the Queen being forced to dance to death in red hot iron shoes!


Sleeping Beauty
In the original sleeping beauty, the lovely princess is put to sleep when she pricks her finger on a spindle. She sleeps for one hundred years when a prince finally arrives, kisses her, and awakens her. They fall in love, marry, and (surprise surprise) live happily ever after. But alas, the original tale is not so sweet (in fact, you have to read this to believe it.) In the original, the young woman is put to sleep because of a prophesy, rather than a curse. And it isn’t the kiss of a prince which wakes her up: the king seeing her asleep, and rather fancying having a bit, rapes her. After nine months she gives birth to two children (while she is still asleep). One of the children sucks her finger which removes the piece of flax which was keeping her asleep. She wakes up to find herself raped and the mother of two kids.


Rumpelstiltskin
This fair tale is a little different from the others because rather than sanitizing the original, it was modified by the original author to make it more gruesome. In the original tale, Rumpelstiltskin spins straw into gold for a young girl who faces death unless she is able to perform the feat. In return, he asks for her first born child. She agrees – but when the day comes to hand over the kid, she can’t do it. Rumpelstiltskin tells her that he will let her off the bargain if she can guess his name. She overhears him singing his name by a fire and so she guesses it correctly. Rumpelstiltskin, furious, runs away, never to be seen again. But in the updated version, things are a little messier. Rumpelstiltskin is so angry that he drives his right foot deep into the ground. He then grabs his left leg and rips himself in half. Needless to say this kills him.


Goldilocks and the Three Bears
In this heart warming tale, we hear of pretty little goldilocks who finds the house of the three bears. She sneaks inside and eats their food, sits in their chairs, and finally falls asleep on the bed of the littlest bear. When the bears return home they find her asleep – she awakens and escapes out the window in terror. The original tale (which actually only dates to 1837) has two possible variations. In the first, the bears find Goldilocks and rip her apart and eat her. In the second, Goldilocks is actually an old hag who (like the sanitized version) jumps out of a window when the bears wake her up. The story ends by telling us that she either broke her neck in the fall, or was arrested for vagrancy and sent to the “House of Correction”.


Hansel & Gretel
In the widely known version of Hansel and Gretel, we hear of two little children who become lost in the forest, eventually finding their way to a gingerbread house which belongs to a wicked witch. The children end up enslaved for a time as the witch prepares them for eating. They figure their way out and throw the witch in a fire and escape. In an earlier French version of this tale (called The Lost Children), instead of a witch we have a devil. Now the wicked old devil is tricked by the children (in much the same way as Hansel and Gretel) but he works it out and puts together a sawhorse to put one of the children on to bleed (that isn’t an error – he really does). The children pretend not to know how to get on the sawhorse so the devil’s wife demonstrates. While she is lying down the kids slash her throat and escape.


The Girl Without Hands 
Frankly, the revised version of this fairy tale is not a great deal better than the original, but there are sufficient differences to include it here. In the new version, a poor man is offered wealth by the devil if he gives him whatever is standing behind his mill. The poor man thinks it is an apple tree and agrees – but it is actually his daughter. The devil tries to take the daughter but can’t – because she is pure, so he threatens to take the father unless the daughter allows her father to chop off her hands. She agrees and the father does the deed. Now – that is not particularly nice, but it is slightly worse in some of the earlier variants in which the young girl chops off her own arms in order to make herself ugly to her brother who is trying to rape her. In another variant, the father chops off the daughter’s hands because she refuses to let him have sex with her.


Cinderella
In the modern Cinderella fairy tale we have the beautiful Cinderella swept off her feet by the prince and her wicked step sisters marrying two lords – with everyone living happily ever after. The fairy tale has its origins way back in the 1st century BC where Strabo’s heroine was actually called Rhodopis, not Cinderella. The story was very similar to the modern one with the exception of the glass slippers and pumpkin coach. But, lurking behind the pretty tale is a more sinister variation by the Grimm brothers: in this version, the nasty step-sisters cut off parts of their own feet in order to fit them into the glass slipper – hoping to fool the prince. The prince is alerted to the trickery by two pigeons who peck out the step sister’s eyes. They end up spending the rest of their lives as blind beggars while Cinderella gets to lounge about in luxury at the prince’s castle.


After knowing the truth & the twist that Disney tried to pull what are going to do? Still let our children mind filled with these shit? As a Muslim, we should tell our children the story in Al-Quran rather than fairy tales which the ending is happily ever after. In reality, there is no such thing as happily ever after. Tell our children the stories in Al-Quran, tell them the beautiful of Islam rather than find a Prince & u'll be happy till dead..tell them about Prophets' companion & many more about Islam because it is more beneficial & worth to tell.
Credit to JFrater

Cik "U" dtg lg..

Td time bli mamam kat cafe, aku terserempak dgn Saar..huhu Saar tny "ko tau x blok kte ade ular?" aku yg terkejut beruk tny la "bila?" Saar ckp pg td time nk g klas biostat dorg..huhuhu die bgtau tmpt ular 2 & ape yg wat aku lg terkejut, br td aku lalu kat tmpt 2 huhuhuh alhamdulillah la ular 2 x kuar kaco aku..Saar ckp Finas nmpk ular 2 whole body huhu bsr gak la die ckp..wohohoho tkt gak tp bl di pk byk2 kali, logik gak ular 2 ade sbb skangkn raining season & klu diikutkan thn lps pun incident mcm ni jd gak almost as the same time as this year. So lps bli ape yg aku nk, trsla aku blk ke mahallah. OTW aku t'nmpk abg yg keje kat mahallah office 2 dok meninjau kwsn kejadian so aku assume still ade lg ular 2 kat situ..huhu makanya aku x kn lalu di situ smpi ade berita penangkapan ular hoho..

Kalau nk diikutkan dulu rumah aku dpn hutan kot..huhu meh aku cte skit..dl family aku dok menyewa kat Kg.Melayu, Batu 16,Rawang..wlupun mcm 2 tp aku mmg suke rumah lama aku sbb dpn umah aku hutan so tiap2 ari ade monkey show xpn binatang2 len tnjk terer..pastu ade jeram(air terjun kcik),pondok yang ayah aku wat (siap ade pintu sebijik mcm small cottage) & kolam ikan. Mmg best la..dulu aku m'bsr lbh kurang mcm bdk2 kg yg len & aku suke join bdk2 laki men bola sepak huhu tp dorg bkn slalu ajak...almaklumla aku ni perempuan..huhu sedih2..so bl ade ape2 aktiviti yg jiran aku si Boboy ajak aku join je..huhu wlupn aku slalu buli die, die jela kwn aku g ke hulu hilir..sorry Boboy..tp skang makin sombong mamat ni..haih..xpela manusia ni cpt berubah..

Disbbkn rumah aku dkt dgn hutan, makanya slalu la cik "u" ni dtg menjenguk rumah..yg paling best dl waktu kcik2 aku suka makan kat pangkin dpn umah aku. tgh aku syok layan nasi tiba2 kakak aku yg tgh syok men basikal tny aku apsal "tali" 2 b'gerak2..aku pun g la check it out..mak aih aku nmpk cik "u" tgh syok melilit kat pangkin so aku pun trs lompat lari panggil Mr Zul yg tgh syok mandi sbb br blk keje huhuu..mcm nk pecah pintu bilik air 2 aku ketuk huhuhu...so Mr Zul dgn selambanya g cr kayu & buang cik "u" 2 dlm sungai..hoho terkejut sbb bnd 2 kejap je nk settle rupanya tp xdela aku berani buat huhu..prnh gak cik "u" dtg time Mr Zul tgh bakar sampah so Mr Zul pun tangkap die& bakar skali dgn sampah huhuhu jd "u" grill haha syok gak la ikan2 dlm sungai ari 2 dpt makan ular bakar huhuhu...klu nk cte byk kot pengalaman aku dgn cik "u" ni huhu xpela kang pnjg2 bosan plak yg m'baca ye x? huhuhu adios (^-^)

Heidi - Loop (Romaji Lyric)

My favourite song huhu..this band is really great....Kiri aishiteru!!!!

Romaji Mugen Loop


Sono me ni utsuru mono subete
 
Maboroshi ni wa miemasenka
Karami aitekete yukunaka
 
Kimi wa nani wo kanjiteru no darou

Hoshii mono wa tatta hitotsu
 
Sore wa iitai nan desuka
Sukamuku to nado kanawanai
 
Nagareteku ano kumo no you desu

Mitegoran dokomade mo tsunagatta sono riyuu wo

Kanashii kara sugara wo
 
Sonna mono de ii janai ka
 
Kazaranai mama mukaeru utsukushisa yo
Itsuno hibi ga wakare wo tatoe doko ni ita toshitemo
Kitto mada aeru

Kumanai ga kimi to boku
 
Sono ishiki wa dare no mono
 
Kuro no umi ga kedatare
 
Nani ni nomare omoete yuku dake
 

Kanjiteru kono kokoro bokutachi wo ima shimeshite

Sabishii kara sugara wo
 
Sonna mono de ii janai ka
 
Kamirareta mama shini yuku utsukushisa yo
Kono toso wa wakare wo tenohira de sukueru mono yo
Yasashisa wo subete

Heidi - Yokan (romaji, kanji & translation)

Before this I made an entry about my favourite J-Rock band..so this is the song that i love after Loop.

Romaji Yokan


Honno sukoshi demo hakidashite hoshii
Kono te de uketomeru yo
Totemo tsuyogari na kimi no koto dakara
Mata nanika wo kakusou to shite nee
Tashika na yokan

Tsukanda sono te wo nigirishimete
Hashiridashita yuku ate mo naku
Tada boku no kokoro no naka ni ite
Itsumo soba de mimamoru kara

Kono omoi o zutto zutto
dakishimete

Hora mitsudatte doko ka de Yureteru yume no ku
Sou ima koko de bokura ga
hajimete

Tsukanda sono te wo nigirishimete
Hashiridashita yuku ate mo naku
Tada boku no kokoro no naka ni ite
Itsumo soba de mimamoru kara

Donna toki mo hanare wa shinai yo
Tachitomarazu kowagaranai de
Kimi ga moshimo furimuita toki wa
Bokura kitto waraiaou

credit - Miki@Jpopasia

Kanji Yokan


ほんの少しでもはき出してほしい
この手で受け止めるよ

とても強がりな君の事だから
また何かを隠そうとして
ねぇ確かな予感

掴んだその手を握りしめて
走り出したゆく宛もなく
ただ僕の心 の中にいて
いつも傍で見守るから

この想いをずっとずっと抱きしめて

ほらいつだってどこかで揺れてる胸の奥
そう今ここで僕らが始まった

掴んだその手を握りしめて
走り出したゆく宛もなく
ただ僕の心 の中にいて
いつも傍で見守るから

どんな時も離れはしないよ
立ち止まらず怖がらないで
君がもしも振り向いた時は
僕らきっと笑いあおう


Translation Yokan


Even if it's just a little, I want you to tell me your real feelings
 
I'll accept it with these hands
 
You're always putting on a strong front
 
I'm sure you're trying to hide something again
 
Yeah, that must be it

I grabbed your hand tightly
 
and start running, without anywhere in mind
Please just stay in my heart
 
Because I will always be watching over you
 

I'll alway, always embrace these thoughts
 
See, whenever, wherever, it sways in my chest
 
So we'er starting right here, right now
I'll grasp tightly the hands that i gripped
I started to run even without an address
Just stay in my heart,
 
Because I'll always be by your side watching over you

No matter what happens, I will never leave you
So don't stop, an don't be afraid
When you do turn around and look back at me
We will surely be smilling at each other



Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Homesicko

my house hahaha

Dr kecik lg aku mmg x prnh jauh dr rumah..yelah skola rendah & menengah dkt2 je..msk matric plak kt PJ..time taaruf week kt PJ dl br la aku terasa mcm mne perasaan jauh dr rumah 2 mcm mne..time taaruf mula2 aku excited giler sbb x prnh dok asrama so bl jumpa sesape je aku trs tegur huhu peramah giler time 2...lps 2-3 ari aku dh start pk bukan2 & trs kne emotional breakdown huhu klaka? aku rs trk btol time 2 smpi tgh aku syok borak2 dgn sorg kwn dlm musolla tiba2 je aku nangis dpn die..dh la time 2 br je knl dgn die..huhu mst die igt aku bdk pelik...lama2 aku dh blh adapt tp tiap2 mggu aku blk rumah huhu klu nk tau aku ni President PBSM (Persatuan Balik Setiap Minggu)...bila msk Kuantan, aku b'tmbh brt hati sbb semakin jauh dr rumah huhuhu adakah aku mcm bdk2? yup I'm childish & not afraid to admit it. Cik Puan Zalinah plak kalau aku x balik lebih dr 2 mggu die dh start risau & slalu hantar msg tanya bl blk...time ni la aku dh start rs lain mcm & trs hati aku m'buak2 nk blk wlupn time blk aku byk abis ms dgn adik2 & dok umah koh saerah aku....mggu lps Cik Puan Zalinah anta lg msg tny bl blk...huhu aku reply aku xleh blk sbb ade program & quiz..die trs x bls msg huhuhu myb mls nk taip "ok" huhu pk +ve...so aku wat keputusan mggu ni aku nk blk lgpn aku btol2 rindu kat hero2 aku..huhuhu "Mama insyaAllah Yana blk mggu ni k?"
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Cik Puan Zalinah
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