Monday, October 31, 2011

So sick


 Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone'Cuz right now it says that weCan't come to the phone

And I know it makes no sense'Cuz you walked out the doorBut it's the only way I hear your voice anymore

(It's ridiculous)It's been monthsAnd for some reason I just(Can't get over us)And I'm stronger than this, yeah

(Enough is enough)No more walkin' roundWith my head down(Yeah)I'm so over being blueCryin' over you

And I'm so sick of love songsSo tired of tearsSo done with wishingYou were still here

Said I'm so sick of love songsSo sad and slowSo why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calendar I haveThat's marked July 15thBecause since there's no more youThere's no more anniversary

I'm so fed up with my thoughts of youAnd your memoryAnd how every song reminds meOf what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songsSo tired of tearsSo done with wishingYou were still here

Said I'm so sick of love songsSo sad and slowSo why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)Leave me alone(Stupid love songs)Don't make me think about her smileOr having my first childI'm letting goTurning off the radio

'Cuz I'm so sick of love songsSo tired of tearsSo done with wishingShe was still here

Said I'm so sick of love songsSo sad and slowSo why can't I turn off the radio?(Why can't I turn off the radio?)

Said I'm so sick of love songsSo tired of tearsSo done with wishingShe was still here

Said I'm so sick of love songsSo sad and slowWhy can't I turn off the radio?(Why can't I turn off the radio?)

And I'm so sick of love songsSo tired of tearsSo done with wishin'You were still here

Said I'm so sick of love songsSo sad and slowSo why can't I turn off the radio?(Why can't I turn off the radio?)Why can't I turn off the radio?


p/s: just remember this song and it keeps playing inside my head~

Double Sleepless Night


Yup I'm not sleeping..I starts study quite late so I decide that I'm not gonna sleep until the dawn. Like yesterday, after prayed, I slept..huhu don't ask me when I woke up..so today I finished study at 3.05am so to avoid myself from overslept and missed my prayer, I stay awake. Well it's quite fun doing this coz Rubiah is on9 and I get to read my romantic fan fiction.Ok gotta get ready for dawn prayer (^-^)

Gag Concert 610 Back In The Day (Full Cut-Eng Sub)

Gag Concert 587 Sound of Drama (Full Cut-Eng Sub)

Gag Concert 608 Thank You (Full Cut-Eng Sub)

Gag Concert 588 Castle Gamsu (Full Cut-Eng Sub)

Gag concert - Ballerino

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Adoila


hoho xtau la mood study ni x datang2 lagi weh!!! adoila..brape hari lagi je nak exam  tapi...adoi~~macam mana ni? nak kata terer..jauh dari terer, terrorist ade la...hohoi~~rasa macam nak pakai macam M.Daud Kilau sambil menari2 kat belakang T5 ni huuhuhu tension punya pasal~~aku tengok ain study..ok...aku tengok kenkawan aku rancak kat twitter...ok..aku tengok kat FB ramai plak yang dok anta gambar2 baru artis korea yang aku minat..err ok...dan sepatutnya aku tengok notes dari tengok segala benda diatas..hohohoho..sape2 yang rasa ade tips nak bagi aku concentrate skit untuk study silalah kongsi kat aku..sesungguhnya aku ni senang kena distract..tolonglah daku~~~ (=.=')

Having fun is all that matter


Dari pagi sampai la ke petang aku x buat apa2 dalam bilik dan hanya baca fanfic yang romantic giler2 sambil sengih sorang2 depan laptop..hehehe ye aku rasa ramai kot yang tau aku suke baca novel ke cerpen yang romantika de amoure ni haha...sambil2 2 online gak kat FB (masih membuli ain) layan kengkawan yang ada, layan peminat2 i~(ini tipu). 
Ok nak dijadikan cerita, semalam lagi rumate2 aku rancang nak g makan steambot and rancang nak g lepas Maghrib..giler ar excited nak kuar makan steambot sebab lama giler x kuar dengan rumate2 + steambot itu sedap~~~Maka lepas solat Maghrib kami pun bersiap2 la nak kuar..kami menyewa keta je dengan bad/pudin huhu..malangnya, penyewa sebelum kami masih x pulangkan keta sewa dan kami terpaksa menunggu selama 1 jam 20 minit...ok demi steambot, kami sanggup berlapar dari pagi memandangkan kedai2 steambot ni menawarkan hidangan dalam jenis buffet...maka kami berlapar ok? Bayangkan keadaan kami yang lapar dan terpaksa menunggu..huhu antara ayat2 kami "Kang kuar gak Mona Fendi dalam diri aku, xdenya potong 14 aku potong 20 terus kang budak 2!!" (aku). "Ade gak yang kena penampar aku kang!!" (Safarina). "Nas, ko jangan cari pasal dengan aku kang aku marah ko kang!!" (Ain) "Aish, on the way die kat mana la 2..ntah2 7.45 baru kuar!!" ( Mas). Tunggu punya tunggu, bila budak 2 sampai memang la die cakap sorry tapi ayatan die memang kasi gua panas tapi nasib baik la gua dari keturunan sabariah..die cakap ni "Sis ke yang pakai keta pasni? Sorry la sebab orang sebelum kitorang ter"drag" sejam so kitorang pun drag sejam" aku "................" (sambil pandang die dengan muka xde perasan n angguk skit) masalahnya, ade ke kitorang tau yang die nak drag sampai "sejam"? Weh die janji dengan Bad nak hantar pukul 6.30pm. kemudian pukul 7.15pm die cakap nak extend sampai 7.45.....pukul 8.20pm gak baru la die muncul~~ok aku panas weh!! tapi seeloknya senyap bila marah sebab kalau berkata2..aih aku rasa budak 2 terus tukar U kot..maaf aku juga boleh jadi kasar dan tanpa belas kasihan pada orang yang ignorant macam 2..
Tapi xpe, disebabkan aku memang rancang nak happy2 dengan rumate aku maka aku let it slide, and teruskan rancangan kami..kitorang mula2 nak g kedai steambot kat Berserah tapi disebabkan dah lewat n kami x reti sangat jalan kat sana maka kami tukar arah ke kedai steambot kat area Malaytown. Sampai2 je cari parking, and menuju ke arah kedai itu....errr x sempat masuk aku yang curios dok meninjau dari luar cermin kedai..yelah buffet style maka nak gak aku tengok ape yang ade..alangkah terkejutnya aku bila tengok ape je yang ade...crabmeat yang dipotong kecik2 dan tinggal skit + segala benda macam dah tinggal skit +xde pelangan pun dalam kedai 2..err semalam pun aku tengok 1 family je yang makan dalam kedai 2..hmm maka kami cancel rancangan makan kat c2 dan cuba cari tempat makan len..kami mulakan dengan g Megamall huhu tambahan pula Aina pesan suh beli McD untuk die..hmm budak 2 la~~
Sampai kat Megamall, aku beli Chocolate Coolblog hehehe favourite ni~~beli McD untuk Aina n bincang2 and tengok2 tempat makan..haih xboleh nak makan fastfood since we're so hungry..so we head back to Malaytown area..Ok sampai je Malaytown aku tengok2 kedai2 makan..fuhh penuh dengan orang yang tengok bola..tengah2 usha terpandang la 1 cafe yang agak best interior n x ramai orang..huhu
So settle in Red Flora Cafe..aku order la Marmite Chicken Rice n air Hawaiian Sea Breeze hehe..Mas plak order Traditional Coffee "O" n Spaghetti Chicken Carbonara, Saf Golden Sauce Fried Rice n Mango Red Tea, lastly Ain Spaghetti Bolognaise n Mocha Ice Blended..huhu gambar x banyak yang diambil sebab ntah apsal dapat rasa yang tingkahlaku kami diperhatikan oleh customer lain....haih ni yang susah jadi celebrity~ ahahahahhahaha~~~adalah skit gambar diambil tapi dalam kamera Ain le huhuhu..hp I kan 2 Megapixel je~~
Hawaiian Sea Breeze aku hahaha..coolblog yg kosong

mocha ice blended n spaghetti chicken carbonara

abis makan, jumpa kawan ain jap..hmm yang ni aku pernah jumpa sekali je dulu time kat Cenfos huhuhu maka berborak la sekejap.......abis borak kami yang dah lemau2 ni balik la..sampai UIA, mesej Bad/Pudin tanya pasal bayaran n tunggu jap dalam keta sebab nak tau nak kena bayar brapa huhu..tengah syok borak2 dalam keta sambil men2 kabus kat cermin, tetiba aku nampak macam ade 1 motor ni terhuyung-hayang macam nak langgar kitorang maka aku menjerit sekuat hati (ni bad habit aku, asal aku terkejut aku terus jerit). Terkejut giler rumate2 aku...haha paling obvious Ain la sebab die sebelah aku huhu..rupa2 nya si Pudin datang..hahhahaha aku rasa mesti Pudin pun terkejut bila dengar aku jerit hehehe..sempat gak aku cakap "Ko ni buat aku sakit jantung ko tau?"..huhu agaknya kalau betul aku ade sakit jantung dah lama aku kiok kot sebab tadi aku sungguh terkejut ye rakan2? 
Sampai bilik, aku terkejut sebab Saf bagitau kaki Mas berdarah sebab terlanggar batu time jalan tadi..haih kesian kawan aku..selesai solat..rumate2 ku berkumpul kat bilik aku settlekan bayaran2..huhu pastu story morry sampai Azra datang huhu makcik 2 kononnya nak download anime pakai laptop aku tapi xleh sebab aku dah exceed 6GB maka lambat nak download ape2 huhu...x abis dengan 2..aku borak plak dengan Azra huhu biasala, cte2 masalah, dengar masalah, cte pasal anime, mengarut benda sengal dan sebagainya huhu aku memang suka bercakap (tapi dengan orang yang aku suka n selesa jela).
Dalam masa yang sama aku dok perhati timeline twitter, post kat FB and comment2 dalam blog huhu biasalah aku suke buat banyak2 keja dalam satu masa~~
Okla ni aku rasa panjang giler kot update aku huhu..tahan jela ye kepada pembaca2 (^-^)

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Jumaatku~


Hari yang paling relax kot dalam sem ni~~muahahahah~~macam ni, disebabkan kelas pagi n lab petang cancel maka seharian aku xde klas..maka aku dok la dalam bilik on9 n konon nak study tapi..ngeheheheh aku on9 je memanjang kot...
Nak jadikan cerita, aku ajak Azra kuar n kebetulan Su pun nak cari cable untuk printer die..lepas Maghrib gitu, Azra pun datang bilik aku..huhu story2 dulu sebab nak kuar pukul 8..Azra mengadu yang susah die nak dapatkan sample coag blood sebab ibu2 mengandung kat HTAA x beri kerjasama huhu..maka aku suh la die cakap elok2..hehe Su plak bantai suggest Azra minta dengan cara bersyair.."tolong la makcik~~saya perlukan sample~~~" hahha aku bayangkan muka makcik2 yang blur kalau die dok bersyair gitu hahahaha~
Abis story, kami kuarla..cadang nak g 2 tempat, ECM n Megamall..sempat gak beli roti kat satu kedai kat Malay Town
Sampai ECM terus g kat tempat IT kat level 3..abis membeli, aku turun bawah jap g beli komik huhu..selesai 2 kitorang bertolak g Megamall..dah siap parking depan CIMB ni baru la aku perasan...OH TIDAK!!! Hp aku hilang!! Maka aku bagitau Azra n Su yang time 2 dah masuk CIMB untuk draw money. Cari2 dalam keta x jumpa maka aku syak mesti t'tinggal kat ECM.
Patah balik ECM, alhamdulillah la memang sah aku tertinggal kat kedai komputer yang kitorang dok usha cable..aku tertinggal kat kaunter pembayaran plak 2 hahahahhaha..hehehe kalau nak tau, hp aku 2 dah la banyak kali hilang, misplaced, jatuh dalam longkang, jatuh atas lantai, tersepak dan sebagainya tapi macam mana pun hp ni setia berkhidmat untuk aku..huhu masuk tahun ni dah 3 tahun gakla..hehe 2 yang aku cakap jodoh kami kuat muahahaha..hehehe kesian je sape yang dok pk len kat FB 2..huhu aku saje je buat status gitu sebab aku tau semua orang akan assume yang 2 ade kaitan dengan jodoh manusia aku hahaha..x jumpa lagi la der~tapi ni pun kira jodoh jugak kan? hehehe jangan marah~~~muahahahahaha~~

Friday, October 28, 2011

Pembuli


Dari kecik sampai ke beso orang dok cop aku sebagai pembuli..huhu bukan pembuli jalanan ye adik2? Aku jenis suka menyakat kawan2 aku especially yang kudus2 or yang sengal2 alam. Ntah la weh..asal nampak dorang mesti membuak2 perasaan ingin membuli..huhu ni tanda sayang gak sebenarnya~~Syok sebenarnye membuli ni..satu kepuasan bila yang dibuli surrender hehehe aku bukan buli dengan cara physical ok? Buli secara lisan je pun~~huhu..tapi ade hadnya weh..jangan la dok provoke pasal kekurangan ke apa..aku ni lebih kepada menyakat benda2 sengal yang dorang buat ke xpun yang macam out of ordinary. Setakat ni yang aku terlebih sakat si Ain Alias 2 la huhu ntah brape kali die dok kesok hati dengan aku hehehe tapi xpe baik semula lepas 2 ala gaduh2 manja kan? kan? kan? Huhu selalunya orang nampak aku buli Ain tapi yang orang x nampak si Ain ni buli aku..haih budak ni boleh tahan gak korang tau? lagi kejam dari aku..haih menyesal jadi tok guru die~~Mangsa buli terbaru, Tok Ketua aka Rubiah hehehe..yang ni memang best buli~~gyahaha kudus je Rubiah~~hehe tapi xde la buli kasar kan Rubiah?
Aku ingat lagi time kecik2 dulu~~aku selalu buli anak jiran aku Si Boboy sampai mak die minta aku jangan buli die lagi heheh lagi aku galak buli die lepas 2 kot~~yang ni aku buli physical n mental skali..huhu tapi 1 je..bila ade orang lain buli die aku akan naik angin..hoho tengok aku sayang ape kawan aku walau macam mana aku buli pun ok? Bila dah beso..jarang2 jumpa dah Si Boboy ni..huuhu n die pantang kot kalau aku panggil die Boboy depan orang lain..huhu janganla malu~~
Aku pk macam ni je..buli xpe tapi jangan sampai tahap menghina orang n sebabkan orang benci sudah..buli aku lebih kepada menyakat je skang~alah kalau takat sakat 2 faham2 jela..aku jenis kalau dah rapat dengan orang 2, aku akan suke menyakat die and be myself..kira kalau aku menyakat korang 2 maksudnya aku selesa dengan korang ye?
Hehe entry relax di tengah2 ari~
p/s: sebab aku letak gambar Kim Sung Gyu:
-die juga pembuli sepertiku
-mata die sepet sepertiku
-die sayang kat orang yang die buli SEPERTIKU jua~~

Chronology of Nasrin's day~


Tajuk gempak lagi~ok kengkawan~siang tadi aku dah cte pasal yang kitorang tangkap gambar kan? maka skang aku nak cte ape yg jadi lepas 2 huhuhu~~
Balik bilik je makan lunch dengan Ain..
Online and update blog pastu solat~
Abis solat tok ketua call..huhu agak terkejut juga sebab kalau xde sebab xde keje tok ketua nak call i yang x popular ni~~hahaha relax Rubiah aku gurau~~rupanya nak minta teman die g uruskan pasal transport nak g Cameron Highland huhu..maka aku mengekor la tok ketua pada hari ni~
Mula2 g KAHS nak minta borang transport..huhu kami disuruh g ke OSC sebab katanya kami perlu berurusan di sana...yang x leh blah siap tanya kitorang ni year brape sebab macam blur2..huhu tau la akak muda remaja tapi x sanggup nak menipu maka kami berlaku jujur..huhu aku tahu mesti staff 2 pk..nama je 4th year tapi ape pun xtau huhuhu~~hehe kami mana biasa uruskan benda macam ni!! huhu
Maka kami ke bangunan admin dimana terletaknya OSC~~hoho ayat~~g OSC amik borang bagai n tanya gak la staff kat situ macam mana procedure..huhu agak memeningkan juga maka kami bercadang balik semula ke KAHS n tanya kak Wani + Dr Munirah huhu lebih afdal~~oh aku ade wat sengal tadi kat OSC..disebabkan aku dok boring tengok channel yang dorang pasang maka aku tukar ke KBS World dan aku biarkan begitu sahaja muahahaahahahha~~
Balik semula ke KAHS~~g tingkat 3 n tanya la Kak Wani..huhu die juga sama2 pening maka kami menunggu untuk berjumpa dengan Dr Munirah..ohohohohoh memang lama kot kitorang dok tercongok kat Biomed Department itu sehinggakan aku boleh siap story morry dengan Rubiah pasal benda2 kat matric dan sebelum masuk matric punya hal hehehe menunjukkan betapa lamanya aku dok tunggu...2 lagi skit lagi aku nak bukak hikayat 1001 malam aku~~
Nak dekat sejam gak dok tercongok barulah dapat jumpa Dr Munirah...hehe ni paling best..die suh kitorang g jumpa Bro Faezal sebab die yang arrange trip 2 n suh wat surat huhuhuhuhu..alangkah bagus jika die bagi kitorang masuk awal2 tadi kalau itu je yang die perlu cakap~~~huhuhu..
Kami ke KOS la pulak~~kat KOS cari Bro Faezal~~huhu masuk bilik die je bau rokok daun~~hoho boleh plak cakap kitorang salah timing sebab die baru nak merokok huhu len kali asal bro nak merokok sila tampal kat depan pintu lab ye? hoho~~
selesai je perbincangan Rubiah dengan bro Faezal, kitorang balik bilik, solat n siap2 hohoho nak g swimming weh!!! hehe ni cadangan Rubiah & aku memang suke la weh memandangkan aku x melawat lagi swimming pool kat UIA ni hehehe..Aina pun ikut skali hehehe..pukul 5.30 macam 2 gak la kitorang g..hehehe kat swimming pool aku lepas gian la weh hehehe lama kot x swimming hehe..last ari 2 time raya kat Seri Malaysia Sungai Petani hehehe..tapi kat cni lagi puas weh hehehe dengan kedalaman lebih 150cm, aku terjengkit2 la gak dalam air 2 huhu sempat gak aku praktis swimming hehehe..lumba2 swim dengan Finas, men renang berirama n jadikan Rubiah penyu aku la hahaha..aku men giler2 ar tadi..huhu mau pukul 7 gak la baru kitorang berhenti hehehehe..balasannya~aku terus selsema n demam weh huhuhuhuhu bak kata Khai yang kebetulan ade kat situ, aku men x hengat kot huhu siap gelak kuat2 kat pool tadi hehehe..oh aku sempat gak g kat tempat yang dalam 2m hehehe kaki memang x jejak lantai pool kot hohoho xpe hati tegar nak try gak..hehe swim gak la kat situ walaupun kat tepi hohohoho~~~

Ni skang aku update blog dengan keadaan hidung berair, kepala pening & badan panas + seram2 sejuk hohoohoo sememangnya akan ku tuntut Tutti Fruity dari Tok Ketua hohohohoho~~

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Sesi Photography

Environmentalist berjaya~~
Ye hari ni kanak2 Environmentalist, Industrialist and CPRlist (hahaha aku x tau nak panggil ape kat dorang) tangkap gambar ye adik2..hohoho punya gembira aku mengikut arahan tok ketua..dari semalam aku dah iron tudung hijau, baju hijau pucuk pisang pastu ditambah lagi dengan kasut hijau aku..x cukup hijau lagi aku tambah hand sock aku pun kaler hijau ko tau? muahahaha silap aku x jadi Hulk je tadi huhu...dengan meredah gerimis di pagi hari, aku g KAHS jalan kaki..ok aku suke jalan kaki~~~~sampai2 je aku tengok Djah dengan Abby je yang ade kat sana..aik kata b4 9? hhoho dengan xleh blah aku call tok ketua aka Rubiah..huhu ye aku sampai awal kot huhu..selagi x nampak tok ketua selagi 2 aku x puas..muahahhahahaha~~~ Pukul 9.30 gak la baru start sesinye..huhu xpe kami penyabar~~boleh kata sume Environmentalist ade kat situ kecuali Jimmy aka Siti Jimilah yang x suke bergambar..hehehe jika anda ingat, Siti Jimilah adalah nama samaran beliau ketika beliau "bekerja" di lorong Hj Taib hohoho..anda ingat? Kasanova klas ketiga aka pemanis mulut? hahahahaha maka beliau mengelakkan diri dari bergambar kerana takut dicekup polis..sekian~~~~
hehehehe.. pukul 11 tadi ade je klas microb dengan Prof Othman hohho seronok je Prof ari ni..hehe mungkin kerana kami sume hijau hari ini? hehhe siap bagi hint untuk midterm huhu thanks Prof~~교수님~사랑해~~
Okla ni je karutan untuk hari ni~~pesanan ringkas~majulah environmentalist untuk dunia~~
p/s: aku lupa Ameda juga tiada disitu~~sorry~~

Chronology of Nasrin's journey~


Haha ade macam Narnia x? Macam ni, disebabkan aku balik awal, maka ada la banyak masa aku luangkan kat bilk huhu. Sebelum waktu Isyak 2, aku kuar sekejap nak amik wuduk and penuhkan botol air 2.8 L aku. Disebabkan water cooler level 2 rosak maka aku naik ke level 3..tengah dok masyuk isi air, aku teringat yang kat bilik aku plug kat meja xleh pakai maka aku pun g la jumpa Rubiah aka tok ketua T5 yang kebetulan dok kat level 3. Sampai bilik ala2 romantik tok ketua, aku pun memulakan sesi aduan rakyat. Abis mengadu, tok ketua plak mengadu kat aku pasal sampling hahahaahaha saling mengadu nampaknya. X abis disitu, segala topik yang ade kitorang bincang and berborak x hengat la weh. Tiba plak kejap 2 Dilla datang hahaha masyuk..tambah lagi story morry sampai Dilla balik pun aku x abis borak lagi hehehe macam2 cte kitorang borak. Pasal ape? xyah tanya la weh..penat kot nak terang satu2 huhu..abis borak, aku terus balik bilik, amik wuduk n solat. Abis solat baru la aku makan nasi yang mama aku bekal huhu maka aku ajakla sekalian rumate2 ku eleh Saf dengan Ain je pun sebab Mas x sampai lagi huhuhuhu..time makan bercerita lagi hohoho mulutku penat hari ni tapi seronok bercerita sebab yelah konon mengubat rindu x jumpa brape ari kan? hahahahah sengal~~abis borak g bilik tok ketua lagi, hehe kali ni nak amik cte Merlin s4 kat die huhu kalau nak tau, tok ketua adalah pembekal English series yang tegar ye? Haahahhaha bangga x Rubiah?
Hehehe esok ade photography session, kami budak envi kena pakai baju hijau huhu fav aku 2 weh!! Tadi saje menyakat tok ketua, cakap aku nak pakai baju merah instead of hijau huhu punya la ugut nak bako aku..ceit kekejaman sungguh huhu..okla ni je update dari budak sengal untuk ari ni huhu..gudde nito!!

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Isolate


I feel like want to isolate myself. I need some time and space for myself to think. Think about everything and try to figure out any solution. I need it. I want it. Do I have that kind of option? *Sigh~* I guess not. I guess I have no one to turns to.

I dream


Far, far away..there is small cottage at the edge of huge field..there are lots of flowers surrounding the cottage and small garden where vegetables are grew. Behind the cottage, river with clean water flows, it is clear till fish and shrimp can't even hide themselves. The wind blew not too harsh not too slow, it is enough to make the flowers dances. There is no loud music, no magic box, no CO but it is satisfying as the cricket sings, the window shows beautiful view of nature and go wherever these feet brings me. Peace is what I'm looking for and I get it in this dream but I hope it is not.

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Study (^-^)


Midterm examination is around the corner so I need to study smart. Not to boast to everybody that I'm studying but just want to remind all my classmate hoho..we got 2 examination before mid sem break and there is possibility one more paper will be added to the schedule, Basic Environmental Law. Quite stressful coz that three papers are on 3 continuous days. Study early bring more advantages tho. I actually have a lil problem on concentrating, I'm easily get distracted and lost in the middle of reading. Hmm need to get over it or not I'm done! Ok wish me luck on my examination and hopefully all my friends will get a flying colour result (^-^)

My "sons" part 2

I think I haven't update anything about my sons lately..it's not like I forgotten about them okay? Okay let me show u guys my sons!! They're a bit grown up now~~
Muhammad Lutfir Aqil

Hoho he's really turn up to be most handsome boy in this block baby!! He entered kindergarten early of January this year. I asked him who's the most handsome boy in his class. You know he didn't say anything but smile slyly hohoho which mean he is the most handsome boy..hahahaha even I need to acknowledge it since he's really handsome hohohoho..
Muhammad Wafiq

He's really lovely and take a good care of his younger brother, Aqlan. He's not talkative but sometimes he's quite playful and stubborn. Well I just can't help to love him more. I saw he felt quite lonely coz the attention always directed to Aqlan. Don't worry Wafiq, u know mommy loves u!!
Muhammad Aqlan

The youngest one is getting wild and naughty from day by day! Quite hard to control him but still he's sooo cute!! I sensed he's quite rough with his brother, Wafiq and always hit him if Wafiq didn't listen to him. Wah he's really naughty! When I put Wafiq on my lap, he quickly pulled Wafiq away and sat on my lap. Hahahhaa he's jealous u know? haha..Aqlan u really need to treat ur brother well!

p/s: all picture were taken during last Eid.

Saturday, October 22, 2011

I'm home

excited face!!

Hello babies!! I'm in Rawang!! Huhu honestly today is the most tiring day. Since morning, me n my group members are doing our FYP. Alhamdulillah, we managed to do 2 bacteria for today, Staphylococcus aureus and Pseudomonas aeruginosa for our disc diffusion. It is simple actually but things get a lil bit held up since we need to do McFarland method to determine the amount of bacteria for each plate before doing disc diffusion and it requires UV-Vis. We finished our 2nd bacteria at 1.10pm so we quickly washed all apparatus and went to pray at musolla because we got Environmental Toxicology lab at 2.45pm. Honestly, it took time to stored all our things, incubate all petry dishes and make sure everything was in order. We only get a lil time to rest after praying.
At 2.35pm, we went for our lab session. We're doing some sediment experiment + titration. It took about 2 and half hour for our group to finish the experiment. Then, I rushed back to hostel, clean myself and packing coz I'm going back with Dhiya. Well it is sort of car pooling + there is no bus ticket available since Monday and Wednesday are public holiday. At 6.30pm, we starts our journey from IIUM, Kuantan. Stop at Temerloh for praying and buy things to eat. At 10pm, we arrived in Gombak and waited for SMASHie to pick us. Since SMASHie send us home, my dad invited him for a dinner with my family at Restoran Seri Abang..well its included Su and Jed of course.
Arrived at Restoran Seri Abang at 10.30pm, so we ate our dinner and I had a good laugh with my sisters huhu silly. Went back home at 11.10pm. Huhu so tired but still I want to update my blog huhu...ok gotta go..gudde nito!!

p/s: SMASHie is Su's BF hohoohohohohoho~~~

Friday, October 21, 2011

Hypocrite or Adapting?


Do you noticed that we tend to act differently towards different human that we encounter? Some say that is hypocrisy but for me I think that is how we are. Adapting actually is different from hypocrisy. Like me, I tend to be funny and quite rough with my bestie + sometimes I even "flirt" with them. However, in front of other classmates, yeah I can be funny but not as the same as what I've done with my bestie.  It is nothing wrong if we act differently in front others. It is actually based on our mutuality towards that person. Yeah if we're close, of course we act comfortably but if we're not we'll tend to be more polite right?
Okay i guess that's all I want to share. Till the next time (^-^)

Thursday, October 20, 2011

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Hypocrite or Adapting? 2nd version


Do you noticed that we tend to act differently towards different human that we encounter? Some say that is some sort of hypocrite. Yeah maybe because you act well mannered in front of your parents but turn up to be a jerk in front of others? Huhu that should be in another case or can I say it split personality problem? Okay what I try to convey in this post is not about split-personality so let me begin.
In my own opinion, it is not an act of hypocrite. We tend to be well-mannered in front of our parents because they are totally deserved it and we respect them. It is not like other do not deserved to be respected but you know, we tend to be a little loosed up whenever we encounter with our friends right? It is kind of weird if we are too polite with our friends, don't you guys think so? Unless your friends are polite-nature human so we tend to act like one.
Some people we just can be ourselves and have fun with it. The problem is some are not. There is still a restriction in order to keep our relationship with others will not be affected especially with too emotional person. Okay let me show you some example..when we talk with our close friend, we teased and joked but with no hard feeling but with just friends or colleagues, we might be hesitated to do so. Yeah because we don't know them well enough and afraid to hurt their feelings right? Hmm how do you act in front your crush? Must be different because we are so nervous and might end up act like a monkey (monkey? seriously??). Haha for me I just can't help myself from stuttering and blushing hehehe....in worse case scenario, I just keep myself out (avoiding). Okay stop! (#>.<#)
Adapting is kind of act when we try to blend in. Hmm image you are in formal event, can you speak like a gangster? Sure not! Otherwise you might be thrown out from the event by security guard. Same goes when you're in marriage ceremony, can you talk about the increasing of divorce rate? So adapting is the skill that ones should mastered or not you might end up being isolated. In term of friendship, adapting with others is important if we really want to be friend with them. It is not like just follow what they do but it is an act to avoid any unnecessary argument. But if it lead you to something bad, just leave them.
Okay I think that's enough..will update whenever I feel like updating hehehe (^-^)



Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Terperangkap


Aku dalam dilemma...diluah mati mak diltelan mati bapak..ape yang patut aku buat? Sebagai saudara sesama Islam aku patut menegur tapi sebagai seorang yang dianggap berada di hierarchy lebih rendah + muda, aku takut menegur. Bukan aku takut ape..aku takut jika die terasa hati dan akan menyukarkan keadaan. Ya Allah ape yang aku patut lakukan?

Dislike VS Hate


Same meaning? No it is huge difference for me. I may dislikes that person but to hates it is too much because who am I to hates that person? Okay let me name that person as Mr Y. He's terribly annoying but at least he didn't disrupt my privacy. He maybe cocky but sometimes he do something good. Arghh he's so unpredictable yet annoying. Hating him will be the last thing I want to do as old folks said "Do not hate anyone too much coz you might end up with that person". No!!! I can't even imagine live under the same roof with Mr Y or being with him 24/7!! Sounds perverted yet not pure~~
Mr Y, just so you know that I don't like you because of your attitude towards certain people. I likes observing so from my observation, you're quite twisted or maybe you have split personality. Oh my, you are so hard to predict~can't you at least give me a hint about your real personality? Just who the hell are you? 

p/s: even the writer is not in the right mind.

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Behind the wall


Howling with the sound of distress..
when will its over?
Groan in a misery..
how to make it better?
Betrayal, dishonesty, egoistic 
circulate in society..
Who will take the blame?
Who will break through?
Who will keep silence?
As they feel they can't be heard..
Behind the wall of freedom
where they trap in insecurity
almost drag them to asylum..
Will they found their resolution?
Or waiting to be saved?
By somebody called "hero"
but he's nowhere to be found.
Will they end up doing nothing?
Will they take a step forward?
Relying or fight for it?
Questions that need to be answered
not to be ignored.

oh I think I'm in poetic mode right now. Sorry if my poem is not good enough but you know inspiration comes and go so I just write it anyway. English literature is not my favourite subject but u know sometimes I just want to give a shot. Ok gotta go..gudde bye yeom!!

Reason


There must be a reason behind everything happen..
But why people don't want to listen to it?
Instead of listening they assuming, accusing..
When the reason is given,
they take it as an excuses.
When no reason is given,
they're upset and start another speculation.
Human why you're so complex?
Mortal why you're so selfish?
Getting confuse about reason and excuse..
Puzzle with friendship and companion..
Trap in between just and lust..
Oh my what is happening? 
Well the answer lie between intelligence and humanity.

Monday, October 17, 2011

Motivational quotes




well I need it right now. There's no one can comfort you except yourself. I just need a room to breath and do everything in my own pace. However, I know it is not possible as I live in a community, do work in a group and time is running up. So now I need to keep my chin up and be positive. (^-^)

p/s: the baby picture remind me with my mischievous act.

Kepenatan menguasai diri


Saya penat...hoho mesti korang bosan kan asal update je bagitau penat tapi itulah hakikat. Jadi 4th year student ni FYP la yang patut jadi keutamaan. I even stop reading comic u know? Really suffering (TT^TT) coz I miss them...
Boleh kata hari2 g KOS x kira time cuti ke ape..huhu yela FYP ni kena wat cepat sebab kalau ape2 jadi kena ulang balik...huhuhu..
hmm semalam memang hebat la..balik dari lab dalam pukul 7.20pm..mandi2 pastu wat assignment..tengah wat assignment 2 aku tertunduk sekejap and.....pergh aku tertido sampai pukul 6am kot dengan spek mata pun x buka...nampak sangat penat kan? hmm oklah aku doakan FYP kitorang berjalan dengan lancar~

p/s: once I set my mind that you're my friend, that will be it till the end of the day (^-^)

Saturday, October 15, 2011

Bloodline~Origin~Heritage


These words keep playing in my head in last few days. I remember when I was a kid, I'm quite prone with my bloodline (mix Chinese+Malay) as people around me keep asking about it so I need to tell them over and over again. It's not bothering me because that showed how much they care and want to know more about me (??).
At that time, I thought to protect my bloodline, I need to get married to a Chinese guy so "the blood" will keep running in my family. I know it sounds silly but I can't help it at that time since I thought it was an important "mission". So I only looked up for Chinese guy and because of that, it influenced my preferences until now. I found slit eyes are sexy, white skin is a must, tall must be in his trait and pure red lips (due to skin complexion) is beautiful. Argh u guys might think that I'm a perv huhu but that was my preferences. I told that to my friends and they told me that my standard are too high and they also advised me to find someone that can be a guidance rather than only looks pleasant to my eyes. Yeah I guess they're right and silly me for only looks at outer appearance as their belief and faith should be taken to account. Actually, I remember about this matter due to my friends teased. They're eager to see me in a relationship and get married because I always be indifferent whenever marriage matters pops up in our conversation. They're even tried to hitch me with their friend but I think it is not possible right now as I need to achieve few more things before getting married.
It is not like I want to stay single for the rest of my life but to improve my family's life and achieving my ambition are my priorities. Yeah I know that it is not me who control my fate but if possible I really want to achieve my targets.
Back to bloodline, some might think that I'm too proud with it. Yeah I'm proud with my bloodline but I know that infront of Allah, we're all in the same level and what makes a different is our iman. If anybody out there thought that I'm being cocky about my bloodline, I am really sorry because maybe my I acted that way out of my consciences.
I guess I should stop now since I need to do my pilled up assignments. Till the next time. Gudde bye yeom!
(^-^)

Friday, October 14, 2011

Infinite - Paradise

The Dialogues

there is no god except HIM
The missionary:
Thank you for accepting me as your friend. A true friend is a gift from God. A true friend will not lead you to harm. As your true friend all I want is for you to have an assurance of heaven. We all know that death happens all the time to anyone. We know not what will be of tomorrow and we do not even know if we will be still alive the next day.
Because of the certainty of death we must then to be sure that when we die we will be with the Lord God in heaven too. We all know that those who died that had not put their faith in Jesus Christ are now in hell suffering the eternal fire of hell. My friend just come to Jesus Christ. No religion, no church that can give you eternal life. Only Jesus Christ can give you eternal life and assurance of heaven. Have faith in Jesus Christ because He is God that paid our sins at calvary's cross. Jesus' blood was shed at calvary.
All people are sinners in the sight of God. So my friend just put your faith in Jesus Christ and tell Jesus Christ to forgive you. Tell Jesus Christ that you are accepting Him as your God and Savior. It is my prayer that you will put your faith in Jesus Christ. Thank you my friend.

In Jesus' blessed name,


Me:
u r welcome. My friend, I think maybe both of us have different faith and religion. I'm muslim and I only believe in Allah S.W.T. HE is the only GOD and HE is the Almighty. I come from HIM and to HIM I'll return.


The Missionary:
Greetings in Jesus' name,

Thank you my friend and we do indeed care for you too. Religion will never saved and religion cannot even give us eternal life. Only our Lord God Jesaus Christ can give us eternal life and assurance of heaven. Religion is man made but salvation is of God. When our Lord Jesus Christ became man(He is God) and live in this world, many people had already many different kinds of religions. These religions never gave them assurance of heaven and eternal life. That's why our Lord Jesus Christ died and paid our sins at calvary's cross.
This is the only way people can have eternal life and assurance of heaven by just putting their faith to our Lord God Jesus Christ. My friend what I am sharing to you is not religion. I am sharing to you our Lord God Jesus Christ who can only give you eternal life and assurance of heaven. I come to Jesus Christ repenting my sins. And accepting Jesus Christ as my Lord God and Savior. Now I am sure of heaven anytime I will die and I have eternal life now.

God bless you my friend and we do indeed love you in the Lord Jesus Christ!


Me:
hmm i don't know how to put this in words..
As a Muslim I believe i Allah and I also believe that even a single cell is created by Allah. Jesus or we Muslim called him Isa is a prophet sent down to earth via Maryam or u called her Virgin Mary to be a guidance to human being not to be a God. He himself is a creation from Allah. If I'm not mistaken, even Isa is not willing to be crucified..hmm u can read it on bible i guess..
I still believe in Allah as my only God and Muhammad as my prophet.


The Missionary :
Greetings in Jesus' name,

My friend, I know you have religion and your religion teaches that Jesus Christ is not God. The reason your religion teaches you that, is that because Jesus Christ has a father and a mother. My friend, I know I cannot make you believe of what I am going to say to you because it is only by the mercy and grace of God that you can also know the truth. It is my prayer that God in His mercy will give you wisdom to know this truth.
Our Lord Jesus Christ is indeed God, the bible tells us so:
In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.( John 1:1 )

Because God is a Spirit He must therefore clothe Himself with the human flesh for to pay our sins 
And the Word was made flesh, and dwells among us, (and we beheld his glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth. ( John 1:14 ) And without controversy great is the mystery of godliness: God was manifest in the flesh, justified in the Spirit, seen of angels, preached unto the Gentiles, believed on in the world, received up into glory. ( 1 Timothy 3:16 )

In order for God can be clothe with human flesh or became a man He has to undergo as the normal way, wherein a man on how they are born, with father and mother. But in our Lord Jesus He was born of a virgin: 
Therefore the Lord himself shall give you a sign; Behold, a virgin shall conceive, and bear a son, and shall call his name Immanuel. ( Isaiah 7:14 )

And this virgin was Mary who was espoused to a man named Joseph. But before they came together Mary is already with a child. 
Now the birth of Jesus Christ was on this wise: When as his mother Mary was espoused to Joseph, before they came together, she was found with child of the Holy Ghost.( Matthew 1:18 )
To a virgin espoused to a man whose name was Joseph, of the house of David; and the virgin's name was Mary.( Luke 1:27 )

So my friend there was no contact yet between Mary and Joseph when our Lord Jesus was conceived in Mary's womb.
Therefore no seed of Joseph was in the body of our Lord Jesus but only of the Holy Spirit.
The very reason why our Lord must become a man is to saved people from their sins. 
For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. ( Luke 19:10 )

Because if people will not REPENT and ACCEPT Jesus Christ as their Lord God and Savior the punishment will be in the lake of fire. 
But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burn with fire and brimstone: which is the second death. ( Revelation 21:8 )

Our Lord Jesus Christ is the very Word of God and KING OF KINGS AND LORD OF LORDS.
And he was clothed with a vesture dipped in blood: and his name is called The Word of God. ( Revelation 19:13 )
And he hath on his vesture and on his thigh a name written, KING OF KINGS, AND LORD OF LORDS. ( Revelation 19:16

My friend what I am telling to you is not religion. All I want for you is to know the truth. Because you believe it or not THE TRUTH WILL ALWAYS BE THE TRUTH. Why don't you just come to our Lord God Jesus Christ. When you come to Him He will not give you religion but He will give you salvation from the lake of fire and Jesus Christ can give you eternal life and assurance of heaven.
We care for you and we do love you in the Lord Jesus Christ. God bless you my friend!

God bless you my friend!
Lighthouse Bible Baptist Church
Dasmarinas, Cavite
Philippines


Me:
ok just imagine if i'm a christian and i commit a gravely crime then i still can enter paradise because of my belief to JESUS christ? 
my friend maybe I'm not the right person to counter your argument but no matter how much you write and try to persuade me with words of salvation , paradise and eternal life my heart still didn't move even an inch. 
Islam teaches us whoever commit a sin, he/she still will be punished even though the sin is in atom size. The story about Jesus and Virgin Mary is different in al-Quran but it is more convincing for me.
Have you ever asked yourself why must Jesus need to be sacrificed if he is really a God just because of humans' sin? Why must the ALMIGHTY GOD need to be in human form if he actually command it from heaven? 
Oh from al-Quran, Maryam or Mary is not even married at the time she bore Isa
"She said:"How shall I have a son, seeing that no man has touched me, and I am not unchaste?" (Maryam 19:20)

and this is the verse telling us Muslim that Jesus is not a God:
"He said:" I am indeed a servant of Allah: He has given me revelation and made me a prophet" (Maryam : 19: 30)

In al-Quran, Isa/ Jesus is not death but he's saved by Allah by raising him up to heaven and replace him with the other human whom identical to him. Isa will come back to Earth on the day of Judgement.

well I'm just a plain normal human being whom commit sin almost everyday but I believe Allah is the Most Merciful and Almighty. As long as I repent to him I'll be in peace. I cannot guaranteed myself a paradise or what but I believe as long I do a good thing and avoid the bad thing, I'll be ok.

I think it is almost pointless if you keep telling me that Jesus is God because I believe he is not. Allah is the only God that I serve for the rest of my life. InsyaAllah.


After this last message, he stop sending me any message but remain being my friend in FB. my dearest friends, 
imagine if the one who receive the message is a young Muslim that didn't have a strong faith...what will happen? 
I'm not saying that I'm pious but at least I'm living in the environment where Islam is practice in my daily life and I'm so grateful with it. My advise to all Muslim, be careful whenever u accept a friend. It is ok to have a friend that have a different belief but be strong and do not easily shaken whenever they provoke u.


p/s: actually this happen last few weeks but just now I got the opportunity to put this on my blog.



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