Tuesday, May 29, 2012
update jugaklah aku...okay bukan xnak update tapi..hmm terlalu banyak perkara yang berlaku terhadap insan yang bernama Norlyana Nasrin ni ye? nak ke akak cite sesatu? okay meh akak try ringkaskan..ok terasa tua bila pakai "akak" dalam perbualan...err kekadang ianya terjadi tanpa saya sedari~
Semuanya bermula dari awal bulan May...
Mak aih...busy teramat dengan assignment, thesis, quiz..klas..adui la..terasa terbeban yang teramat sangat sampai sakit2..tengah2 dengan problem sebagai pelajar..datang pula problem lain..diuji lagi oleh ahli keluargaku..kenapa? biar aku je yang tahu sudah..hal family ni orang luar susah nak faham..kekadang bila dah x tahan barulah aku bercerita dan meminta pendapat orang yang aku percayai..
Bila dah settle satu masalah, masalah lain pula timbul..sesungguhnya aku sangat tertekan tapi aku hanya mampu berdoa supaya aku dapat bertahan dengan semua ujian yang Allah beri..xpe ade hikmah disebalik setiap kejadian..
Pada 17/5/2012. aku pulang ke Rawang bertemankan Rubiah dan Su..hatiku gembira sebab dapat berjumpa ahli keluarga disamping tu, aku memang nak balik untuk release segala tension dan aku nak cuba settle masalah family..pada mulanya memang menyeronokan sebab aku memasak, mengemas, bermain piano, mengajar adikku dan macam2 lagi...
19/5/2012..hari yang aku ingat sampai bila2..aku yang baru sahaja pulang dari Kuala Kubu Bharu mengajak kakakku ke Jusco untuk mengambil adikku. Disebabkan aku terasa lapar, aku pun pergilah beli makanan kat stall makanan di Jusco..Unagi Onigiri..haih penyebab masalah..aku terkena food poisoning yang paling teruk pernah aku rasa..ok sebelum ni aku food poisoning gak tapi xde la macam ni..aku sakit dari 19-24/5 anda tahu? Sepanjang tempoh sakit, dua kali aku pergi klinik dan last skali x tahan aku g klinik kerajaan..okay sebenarnya aku x g klinik kerajaan awal2 sebab aku x sanggup nak tunggu lama..err anda tahu kan bila food poisoning, tendency untuk melakukan lawatan rasmi & x rasmi ke tandas adalah sangat kerap..aku x tipu sebab pernah je aku dah nak tertido dalam tandas...pergi je klinik kerajaan doktor buat ujian darah bagai..huhu nasib baik doktor tu baik maka agak berbaloi menunggu lama..keputusan ujian darah aku okay je..maka doktor conclude yang aku ni kena virus je..virus pun sakitnya menderita tahu tak? Tapi alhamdulillah setelah dua hari sakitku beransur pulih.
24/5/2012..aku pulang semula ke Kuantan walaupun keadaan masih x begitu baik..dihantar oleh ayahku sehingga ke Pekeliling dan alhamdulillah sampai2 je terus dapat bas ke Kuantan yang dah nak jalan..tapi..malang nasibku..seats dalam bas agak berbau dan aku yang sakit bertambah sakit..beberapa kali jugaklah terasa nak muntah tapi tahan je sebab kang x pasal2 kena balik Kuantan jalan kaki...sengaja aku mengasingkan diri jauh dari orang sebab bau-bauan dari orang lain pun buatkan aku nak termuntah jugak..nasib baik la banyak seat kosong..sampai je Kuantan, aku ingat dah boleh berehat tapi tidak ye adik2? aku kena betulkan semula assignment waste management yang aku dah hantar sebelum ni sebanyak 2-3x sebelum diterima oleh lecturer comelku..adoila sabor jela Jah oii..tengah sakit2 macam2 jadi..tapi xpe aku sabar lagi..
Dengan keadaan kesihatan yang x beberapa memberangsangkan, aku teruskan kehidupan kampus ini..fufufufu ayatan xleh blah..thesis nak kena anta draft lagi kat SV..final ye lagi haduila..oh cakap pasal final..aku sememangnya x ready pun untuk exam final kali ni maka aku memang tawakal je skang...
p/s: boleh plak aku nak tinggal purse aku time kuar awal exam CADD..aih kalau otak dah celaru memang careless..
Friday, May 25, 2012
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Andai kau tahu betapa sayang diriku terhadap dirimu, insyaAllah kau akan terkejut kerana tiada apa yang dapat mengambarkannya.
Andai kau faham betapa aku menghargai setiap saat yang kita luangkan bersama, insyaAllah kau takkan mahu meninggalkanku walaupun sesaat.
Andai kau sedar tempatmu dihatiku, insyaAllah kau sentiasa mengingatiku sepertimana yang aku lakukan..
Andai masa dapat diputarkan, inginku kembali ke masa silam dimana kau masih muda, masih bertenaga, masih sihat kerana ketika itu kau sangat ceria dan hanya melihatmu, hatiku diulit gembira.
Kini kau sudah tua, kurang bertenaga, kelihatan dirimu sangat kurus dek pelbagai penyakit dan dugaan yang Allah berikan. Pernah kau mengadu sakit, mengadu nasib pada Yang Esa namun kau masih tabah menghadapi segala dugaan dan berusaha untuk mengerakkan tubuh tuamu. Hampir gugur air mataku namun kutahan air mata itu dari gugur kerana aku tak mahu kau melihat diriku sedih lantas menyebabkan dirimu bersusah hati.
Kau mungkin bukan darah dagingku tetapi pengorbananmu lebih dari yang mereka yang bersaudara denganku. Wan Saharah binti Wan Abdul Rahman, terima kasih kerana sudi menjaga ibuku, lalu mengislamkan ibuku, menyayangi ibuku dan kini kau menyayangi diriku dan adik beradikku yang lain. Terima kasih.
Andai kau tahu aku pernah berdoa kepada Allah SWT supaya jika ditakdirkan kau pergi dulu sebelumku, ambillah nyawaku sekali kerana aku tak sanggup kehilanganmu. Aku doakan supaya kau sihat sentiasa dan panjang umur supaya dapat kita bersama-sama mencari keredhaan Allah SWT.
Thursday, May 17, 2012
Lalalala~ feeling happy since I'm home huhu~thanks to Rubiah~ngehehehe..ok arrived in Gombak at 4.30pm and Rubiah drops me and Su at 7E at SHELL in Gombak area~my dad came few minutes after that..
At home, I rested for awhile and starts cooking huhu~I cooked with my dad today (^-^) kinda happy because haven't do it for weeks and well I'm missed it~
After cooking, I played my keyboard..my mom was quite surprised because she didn't expect me to come home this week~huhu I'm home mom~
I haven't sleep from yesterday (only managed to took 1 hour nap this afternoon before Zohor)..hoho my brain can't function well and I think I should sleep huhu..gudde nito~
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
It's been awhile since last update..hmm got many thing to write but...well kinda tight up with assignment, thesis, quiz...trip haih so busy~ now I'm still working on my thesis..I've sent my 1st draft but..argh don't want to remember that sad love story~~haha
Last evening, there's no electricity in my hostel so I can't do my thesis as planned..my friends went out but I don't wanna to so just stayed in my room doing nothing till fell asleep.. feeling like my energy was drained by assignments and other things..
Sometimes I wonder why I'm choosing this path instead of other but then I realized it's all carved by Allah and during my journey I met a lot of great peoples and learned a lot..it is not useless or just waste of time but it's part of life that I must continue living so no regret (^-^)
I plan to go home tomorrow with my friend, Rubiah and Su..yeah I miss my home, my comic collection, my keyboard, my TV, my bed, my gumu.......endless "my" thingy but what I miss the most is my family..no matter how rough thing could be, family will stick as one right?
Okay enough for the break..guess I need to continue my thesis writing. Guys pray for me okay (^-^)
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
Lagi 2 bulan lagi sebelum nak abis sem terakhir ni dan seperti yang budak2 4th year sedia maklum..assignment bertimbun, FYP xyah cerita la, yang x siap labwork skang mau terkucil nak siapkan..huhu memang sadis..
Time2 ni la rasa tertekan dan rasa macam dah x mahu belajar dah..huhu sesungguhnya stress ini memang hebat..rasa nak balik rumah je walaupun kerja bertimbun..haih x sedar2 diri lagi..cara nak hilangkan tekanan, tengok segala cerita dalam external tapi abis je cerita terus bertambah depress sebab macam x buat apa2..haduila..xpe kena kuatkan semangat dan teruskan perjuangan yang belum selesai ni~ FIGHTING!!!!!!
Monday, May 7, 2012
I've done some observation about love that occurs around me. There are teenager puppy love, stupid love, unnecessary love but the one that I like most is serious mature love. Let me elaborate~
Stupid love..this one also made me headaches..I kept thinking how come these people (around my age) become so stupid because of love? The thing is, they're feeling like loser when they don't have any girlfriend or boyfriend and they got one, they're showing off their relationship progress on social network service (SNS). Hello? Who asking you to report everything on FB, Twitter,G+ & Myspace (huh?)?? The worst is, when they got into a fight still showing the intensity of their fight on SNS..oh then made-up n SNS too? Oh why should I tolerate with this kind of thing?? So what I'm doing is I hide those stupid couple status from my FB's wall..yay for me~
Unnecessary love..haha tell me more about it~ Merely about people who has a crush on someone then keep revealing their feeling making people around them cringed till wanted to ship them to Africa...well if you love someone and you wanted to let it out so badly..I guess it's okay to tell your friends but make sure it's not too much..well I guess they're tired with your "affectionate crushing"...worst is when these people keep posting "Oh I saw him/her crossed the road, wah he/she is so beautiful" "Oh I he/she smile at me today, made my day" "Oh he/she eating at XX, owh so cute" "Did you guys notice he/she got mole at his/her cheek?" on SNS...yeah I might had a crush before but honestly, guys don't be too fond of this feeling because as time goes by and your crush didn't response to your antic, you'll forget about these silly feeling and you move on to another target hahaha..and same things go all over again which made you looked and acted like a dumb person...almost the same as stalker~
Serious mature love...woah how I wish I can have one hahaha..okay this is more of love that they wanted to start or end up with commitment. Marriage of course! Some said if you love that person it' not necessarily end up with wedding..so it end up with what? The person who gives out this quote surely don't want to have any commitment or maybe just wanted to have a free-style relationship...which is too Western style...serious mean you're really into this person and wanted to make that person as yours in a legal way..not by abducting that person..however make sure that the person you love share the same feeling as yours before starting up a serious relationship..ask for her hand and getting married might sound simple and cliche' but when a relationship starts with a commitment and in a right way, insyaAllah it will end up well..just pray for it..
I'm might be not a good person to give out advises on LOVE but as I like to think in rational way and I got some idea, I pour it all in my blog writing..all of these are from my own observation and thinking..I might be wrong but honestly I write up this post with a good intention..especially about teenage puppy love. I don't like it when seeing young generation too fond about love even though they didn't even understand what love really means..making a wrong decision when comes to love relationship that they don't even know how long will it last? They keep falling into trap when somebody confessed to them and made them confused with their purpose of live. Is it just for love?
Dear my beloved young generation, love is not the only thing that exist on this Earth..there are so many things that you should know and explore rather than wasting time on your puppy love. REMEMBER your own responsibility to religious, parent and your siblings before committing anything that might affects your life later. There is no turning back when you decides on something like proving your love to your loved one by sex. Once you lose your virginity, you're also losing your pride, family trust and yourself. So think before doing anything that you might regret later. Love can also be love for your family and friends not only for those puppy love~
Thursday, May 3, 2012
Well these are quotes that took my interest in Sun Tzu, The Art of War
1. "The wise general is the Lord of Destiny; He holds the nation's peace or peril in his hand"
2. "The general who cannot master his anger orders his troops out like ants, sending one in three to their deaths, without taking the city. This calamity of siege warfare"
3. "The Skillful Strategist defeats the enemy without doing battle, captures the city without laying siege, overthrows the enemy state without protracted war"
4. "The general is the prop of the nation. When the prop is solid, the nation is strong. When the prop is flawed, the nation is weak"
5. "In war, there are 5 steps: Measurement, estimation, calculation, comparison and victory
Earths determines measurement,
measurement determines estimation,
estimations determines calculation,
calculation determines comparison,
comparison determines victory."
6. "Be rushing as a wind; be stately as a forest; be ravaging as a fire; be still as a mountain; be inscrutable as night; be swift as thunder or lightning"
7. "The soldier's spirit is keenest in the morning; by noon it has dulled; by evening he has begun to think of home"
8. "There are roads not to take. There are armies not to attack. There are towns not to besiege. There are terrains not to contest. There are ruler's orders not to obey".
9. "Rashly underestimate your enemy, and you will surely be taken captive".
10. "Know the enemy, know yourself, and victory is never in doubt, not in a hundred battles".
These are the top 10..there are more but well you guys better grab that book and read because it's really a good book (^-^)
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
Woke up late today as I studied Epimethod and watching Sung Kyung Kwan Scandal last night..today all Environmental and Industrial Health Concentration had an epimethod quiz..believe me it's not really easy but somehow I managed to finished it on time..alhamdulillah~
After the quiz, we had a class, our last lecture for epimethod and you know what? Somehow my brain cannot really digest the whole lecture..maybe Mr Brain is tired..however, when my lecturer reveals final exam format, I'm got kinda a bad feeling as it will only be 4 questions and no MCQ...err I just hope I can do better as this is my last semester..haish..
After that, I rushed to my hostel as I want to pick up my clothes as it's getting raining..sorry friends need to leaves you guys behind~~
Later, after performing Maghrib prayer, me and my friends went out to get some chicken foldover at McD huhu..I'm not a fan but well just wanna to a give a try~the result? Not really my taste and I'm too full...aiyoo~~
warning: empty your stomach before having any foldover..I came with empty stomach too but..arghh it's too much to swallow~ to make it worse, I put my leftover fries inside that foldover..huhuhuhu my stomach...
Oh gotta stop coz I got assignment to do so gudde bye yeom!
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Oh remember about the interview? I can't go for that interview because I need to attend some family matter..but nevermind insyaAllah there'll be another opportunity for me in the future..
Nagging~~well I increases that ability for now..err hopefully it doen't last long or I'll annoyed others~~huhu
well I think that's all for now as I need to pack and go back to Kuantan..aiyooo
p/s:last night I watched old Tamil movie..guess what? I laughed till crying hahahah~~aiyo! yenna?!