Thursday, November 28, 2013

Sunyi



"Saya suka pergi memancing, bawa teksi, g menarik, mandi air terjun...." Aku hanya setia mendengar. Sesi luahan perasaan secara tak sengaja di institut memandu beberapa minggu yang lepas. Sambil mendengar aku menyampuk apabila perlu dan senyum. Kadangkala kami hilang bicara buat seketika namun aku cuba mencari topik supaya perbualan tidak terhenti begitu sahaja.

Wajah si tukang cerita kupandang dengan penuh simpati. Seorang wanita yang baru sahaja kehilangan. Dia cuba mengisi masa lapangnya dengan pelbagai aktiviti supaya dia dapat meneruskan kehidupannya. Ya sebuah kehidupan tanpa peneman.

"Dulu waktu bawa teksi pun, arwah suami selalu temankan. Kadangkala, saya pergi menghantar orang dan dia tunggu ditasik untuk memancing bersama."

"Arwah suami akak tak kerja ke?"

"Tak, dia sakit." Lalu dia menceritakan tentang aktiviti dahulunya yang ditemani suami.

"Mak mertua dengan mak selalu suruh balik rumah diorang tapi selalunya saya balik sekejap je. Kadang2 lepas Subuh je saya dah keluar. Bila ditanya, saya cakap saya pergi menarik.." Dapat aku rasakan yang dia tak mahu mereka berasa simpati dengannya.

"Saya seronok bawa teksi tapi kadang2 bergaduh dengan pemandu teksi lain yang masuk persatuan. Diorang conquer satu kawasan dan tak benarkan teksi awam ambil penumpang kat kawasan diorang. Jadi yang teksi macam saya ni ambil penumpang kat luar dan bila ada penumpang di kawasan mereka naik teksi saya, mereka marah saya padahal bukan salah saya bila penumpang sendiri yang naik teksi saya.." luah akak itu lagi.

"Yela takkanlah akak nak halau penumpang keluar kan? Rezeki masing2 la...haish apa la" geram juga bila dengar akak itu bercerita. Dah rezeki masing2 kenapa nak gaduh2? Pelik betul manusia ni....

Perbualan diteruskan dengan cerita tentang teksi, memandu dan macam2 sehinggalah aku meminta diri untuk mencari agen sekolah memanduku. Aku perlu pulang kerana petang itu aku ada kelas memandu dengan hero hindustan sengal aka driving coach aku. Kasihan aku pada si pencerita namun aku terapkan yang tak ada yang kekal didunia. Yang hidup pasti akan mati...

Wednesday, November 27, 2013

How Will You Die..

How will you die?

taken from 9gag

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

What is Marriage?



When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.
The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.
In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.
This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.
I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.
Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.
Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.
She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.
That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed – dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband….
The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.
So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

taken from AV Media Studio

Monday, November 25, 2013

My Weekend



Like people care right?

So I've been through such a lovely weekend as currently I'm taking a driving class..yeah finally I'm going for my driving licence! Quite tiring yet enjoyable as I'm being such a crazy student to my driving coach. Well he's 3 years younger + same school with my younger sister + he's being a jerk at first but later he changed when he noticed that I can be as mean as he is. Bwahahaha revenge!

The thing is, even though he's being mean and younger than me, he's quite a good coach. Yeah I admit that, he's being strict because I was being a chicken and nervous without reasons. Thing change when I realize that I need to be more confident and I'm doing this for myself so now I just try my best to get my licence on a  first try so wish me luck okay?

Now I've decided to be happy so people, don't even think to bring me down (^-^)

p/s: Looking forward to be a better person from yesterday. Read my novel Kisah Kita & Isteriku Ratu Ais

Friday, November 22, 2013

Perasan



Dulu ustaz aku pernah cakap yang lelaki ni senang gila nak perasan yang perempuan suka kat dia...err yeke? Cer tolong jawab wahai kaum Adam..

Pasal perasan ni..hehe kalau dalam family aku, adik aku yang nombor tiga tu boleh kata suka perasan aka syok sendiri but in a funny way.

Contoh 1:

"Astagfirullahalazim!!" jerit adik aku. Aku yang x tau apa2 dok kaget la pandang kat dia..

"Kenapa?"

"Cantik gila!" sambil menunjukkan ke arah cermin dihadapan dia.. (=.=)!!


Contoh 2:

Dia borak2 dengan kawan dia yang nak cari teman hidup..

"Hish tak sangka..dah x dapat aku, ko nak cari yang lebih kurang macam aku gak. Isy 3x.."

Kawan tu x terkata maka gelak jela...


Contoh 3:

"Ayah2..meh Naerah tukar wallpaper handphone ayah letak gambar Naerah mesti ayah suka kan? Hahahaha..."

Yang ni aku x tahan maka aku gelak guling2 gak..

Adik bongsu aku jerit "Perasan!!"

Perasan macam ni buat orang gelak maka okey lagi tapi....kalau jenis yang perasan terlebih sampai buat orang sekeliling rasa meluat tu...err pandai2 la kawal ye?

Perasan sorang2 juga x bagus dan kalau dalam Islam, ianya dipanggil Ujub (betulkan aku kalau aku salah). Ujub ni kadang2 boleh berlaku bila kita membuat satu kebaikan dan terasa bangga terhadap diri sendiri serta mengharapkan balasan dari orang lain yang sememangnya memang salah! Kalau sekiranya kita berbuat baik, ikhlaskan hati dan cuma harapkan balasan/ganjaran dari Allah kerana ianya jauh lebih baik dan bermakna. Dulu ustazah aku pernah bagi satu contoh tentang anak murid yang ujub aka perasan yang dirinya seorang sahaja yang disayangi oleh gurunya...hmm yang ni agak kelakar tapi biasa terjadi..teringat zaman sekolah..

"Kau kan anak emas cikgu T?!" kata A kepada B..haha apa2 jela..

Okey ni membebel sebelum g turun solat Asar..adios amigos

p/s: sila lawat blog novek Kisah Kita & Isteriku Ratu Ais

Wednesday, November 20, 2013

Blackout + Adam dan Hawa + Lupus Kereta 12 Tahun++?



Takde letrik.. Malam tadi kawasan rumah aku blackout..pergh time tu aku pula tengah gelak2 tengok Gag Concert yang dirakam dalam PVR..syok2 gelak tetiba gelap..terkejut akak! Adik aku yang tengah syok mandi bantai menjerit dari dalam bilik air "Mama!!!!!!" mesti dia mula2 ingat aku yang dajalkan dia..hehe itu biasa~

 Yang x leh blah, adik aku gelabah berlari keluar dari bilik air..time tu plak dia tengah shampoo rambut..hahah penambah perisa..maka aku volunteer nak tolong suluhkan torch light sampai dia abis shampoo tapi dia x mau..lantak ko lah dik~

Maka aku retreat masuk dalam bilik aku..capai novel sebab ada lampu dari koridor..baca balik cerita Adam dan Hawa..teru terang cakap novel tu best tapi kasi aku angin juga dengan watak2 dalam novel tu..hahaha tapi still baca sebab tau happy ending ma dan cerita dia menarik..



Hmm sekarang ni banyak sangat berita2 yang x leh blah..Parlimen macam tadika, usul kereta 12 tahun bakal dilupuskanlah..bising pasal harga barang makin naik..macam2 sampai naik pening..apa yang aku tahu sepatutnya pemimpin ini merupakan satu medium untuk rakyat bukan seorang yang hanya menjaga kepentingan dia dan kroni2!

apakah nasib sang kancil?

Oh ada yang cakap bersyukurlah sebab negara Jepun hanya mengekalkan kenderaan yang berusia dalam linkungan 5 tahun dan 10 tahun untuk Singapura (sila betulkan jika salah)..bermakna lebih dari itu akan dilupuskan..okey mari kita lihat dari sudut realiti..rakyat Jepun medium pengangkutan utama mereka adalah pengangkutan awam yang mungkin 100x lebih bagus dari Malaysia. Di Singapura, negara kecil yang memang x menggalakkan rakyatnya memiliki kereta..tapi kena ingat..boleh kata stesen MRT mereka merata-rata dan rakyat mereka memang senang bergerak..nak banding dengan Malaysia? Terus terang cakap..sampai sekarang ni aku selalu naik angin kalau naik KTM ke, bas ke..KTM selalu x menepati masa perjalanan dan sering terkandas kalau musim hujan kerana masalah landasan banjir la..tren tergelincir la..nauzubillah.. Bas? Rasanya last aku naik bas pun bulan lepas, itupun bas shuttle dari Monash ke Sunway Medical Center yang semestinya free dan ye ianya selesa..tapi kalau bas awam..hmm tengok sahajalah bas Metro...yang okey sikit pun bas Rapid KL..dok fikir gak..kenapalah mereka tak standardkan sistem bas dalam negara ni macam kat negara2 maju yang lain? Hmm ni dok fikir nak naikkan harga barang je...sengal..

Okeylah dah banyak kot aku membebel..insyaAllah nanti aku akan update lagi..

p/s: sila lawat blog novel Kisah Kita & Isteriku Ratu Ais

Paramore - Still Into You


Can't count the years on one hand
That we've been together
I need the other one to hold you.
Make you feel, make you feel better.
It's not a walk in the park
To love each other.
But when our fingers interlock,
Can't deny, can't deny you're worth it


Cause after all this time.
I'm still into you


I should be over all the butterflies
But i'm into you (I'm into you)
And baby even on our worst nights
I'm into you (I'm into you)
Let them wonder how we got this far
Cause I don't really need to wonder at all
Yeah after all this time
I'm still into you


Recount the night that I first
Met your mother
And on the drive back to my house
I told you that, I told you that I loved ya.
You felt the weight of the world
Fell off your shoulder
And to your favorite song
We sang along to the start of forever


And after all this time.
I'm still into you


I should be over all the butterflies
But i'm into you (I'm into you)
And baby even on our worst nights
I'm into you (I'm into you)
Let them wonder how we got this far
Cause I don't really need to wonder at all
Yeah after all this time
I'm still into you


Some things just,
Some things just make sense
And one of those is you and I
Some things just,
Some things just make sense
And even after all this time
I'm into You
Baby not a day goes by that
I'm not into you


I should be over all the butterflies
But i'm into you (I'm into you)
And baby even on our worst nights
I'm into you (I'm into you)
Let them wonder how we got this far
Cause I don't really need to wonder at all
Yeah after all this time
I'm still into you
I'm still into you
I'm still into you


Songwriters
WILLIAMS, HAYLEY / YORK, TAYLOR

Published by
Lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc





Tuesday, November 19, 2013

G-Dragon - Crooked

Kwon Ji Yong aka G-Dragon 
Korean: MUSIC.DAUM
영원한 건 절대 없어
결국에 넌 변했지
이유도 없어 진심이 없어
사랑 같은
소리 따윈 집어 쳐
오늘밤은 삐딱하게
내버려둬
어차피 난 혼자였지
아무도 없어 다 의미 없어
사탕 발린 위로
따윈 집어 쳐
오늘밤은 삐딱하게
버럭버럭 소리쳐
나는 현기증
내 심심풀이 화 풀이
상대는 다른 연인들
괜히 시비 걸어
동네 양아치처럼
가끔 난 삐딱하게
다리를 일부러 절어
이 세상이란 영화 속
주인공은 너와나
갈 곳을 잃고 헤매는
외로운 저 섬 하나
텅텅 빈 길거리를
가득 채운 기러기들
내 맘과 달리 날씨는
참 더럽게도 좋아
너 하나 믿고 마냥
행복했었던 내가
우습게 남겨졌어
새끼손가락 걸고
맹세했었던 네가
결국엔
영원한 건 절대 없어
결국에 넌 변했지
이유도 없어 진심이 없어
사랑 같은
소리 따윈 집어 쳐
오늘밤은 삐딱하게
내버려둬
어차피 난 혼자였지
아무도 없어 다 의미 없어
사탕 발린 위로
따윈 집어 쳐
오늘밤은 삐딱하게
짙은 아이라인 긋고
스프레이 한 통 다 쓰고
가죽바지, 가죽자켓
걸치고 인상 쓰고
아픔을 숨긴 채
앞으로 더 비뚤어질래
네가 미안해지게
하늘에다 침을 칵
투박해진 내 말투와
거칠어진 눈빛이 무서워 너
실은 나 있지 두려워져
돌아가고픈데 갈 데 없고
사랑하고픈데
상대 없고 뭘 어쩌라고
돌이 킬 수 없더라고
너 하나 믿고 마냥
행복했었던 내가
우습게 남겨졌어
새끼손가락 걸고
맹세했었던 네가
결국엔
영원한 건 절대 없어
결국에 넌 변했지
이유도 없어 진심이 없어
사랑 같은
소리 따윈 집어 쳐
오늘밤은 삐딱하게
내버려둬
어차피 난 혼자였지
아무도 없어 다 의미 없어
사탕 발린 위로
따윈 집어 쳐
오늘밤은 삐딱하게
오늘밤은 나를 위해
아무 말 말아줄래요
혼자인 게 나 이렇게 힘들
줄 몰랐는데
(그대가 보고 싶어)
오늘밤만 나를
위해 친구가 되어줄래요
이 좋은 날 아름다운
날 네가 그리운 날
오늘밤은 삐딱하게
Romanization: KROMANIZED.com
yeong wonhan geon jeoldae eobseo
gyeolguge neon byeon haetji
iyudo eobseo jinshimi eobseo
sarang gateun
sori ttawin jibeo chyeo
oneul bameun ppittag hage
nae beoryeodwo
eochapi nan honjayeotji
amudo eobseo da uimi eobseo
satang ballin wiro
ttawin jibeo chyeo
oneul bameun ppittag hage
beoreog beoreog sorichyeo
naneun hyeongi jeung
nae shim shimpuri hwa puri
sangdaeneun dareun yeonindeul
gwaenhi shibi georeo
dongne yangachi cheoreom
gakkeum nan ppittag hage
darireul ilbureo jeoreo
i sesangiran yeonghwa sog
juingongeun neowana
gal goseul ilhgo hemaeneun
oeroun jeo seom hana
teong teong bin gil georireul
gadeug chaeun gireogideul
nae mamgwa dalli nalsshineun
cham deoreob gedo joha
neo hana midgo manyang
haengbog haesseotdeon naega
useubge namgyeo jyeosseo
saekki songarag geolgo
maengse haesseotdeon nega
gyeolgugen
yeong wonhan geon jeoldae eobseo
gyeolguge neon byeon haetji
iyudo eobseo jinshimi eobseo
sarang gateun
sori ttawin jibeo chyeo
oneul bameun ppittag hage
nae beoryeodwo
eochapi nan honjayeotji
amudo eobseo da uimi eobseo
satang ballin wiro
ttawin jibeo chyeo
oneul bameun ppittag hage
jiteun airain geutgo
seupeurei han tong da sseugo
gajug baji, gajug jaket
geolchigo insang sseugo
apeumeul sumgin chae
apeuro deo bittureo jillae
nega mianhae jige
haneureda chimeul kag
tubaghaejin nae maltuwa
geochireojin nunbichi museowo neo
shireun na itji duryeo wojyeo
doragago peunde gal de eobtgo
sarang hago peunde
sangdae eobtgo mwol eojjeorago
dori kil su eobt deorago
neo hana midgo manyang
haengbog haesseotdeon naega
useubge namgyeo jyeosseo
saekki songarag geolgo
maengse haesseotdeon nega
gyeolgugen
yeong wonhan geon jeoldae eobseo
gyeolguge neon byeon haetji
iyudo eobseo jinshimi eobseo
sarang gateun
sori ttawin jibeo chyeo
oneul bameun ppittag hage
nae beoryeodwo
eochapi nan honjayeotji
amudo eobseo da uimi eobseo
satang ballin wiro
ttawin jibeo chyeo
oneul bameun ppittag hage
oneul bameun nareul wihae
amu mal mara jullaeyo
honja in ge na ireohge himdeul
jul mollat neunde
(geudaega bogo shipeo)
oneul bam man nareul
wihae chinguga doe eojullaeyo
i joheun nal areumdaun
nal nega geuriun nal
oneul bameun ppittag hage
English: POP!GASA
Nothing ever lasts forever
In the end, you changed
There is no reason,
no sincerity. Take away
such a thing as love
Tonight, I’ll be crooked
Leave me alone
I was alone anyway
I have no one, everything
is meaningless. Take away the
sugar-coated comfort
Tonight, I’ll be crooked
I scream and get dizzy
I vent out of boredom
to other couples
I start fights for no reason
like a town gangster
Sometimes, I purposely
shake my leg, crookedly
The main characters
of the movie
called this world is you and me
A lonely island,
lost and wandering
The empty streets are
filled with those who are alone
Unlike my heart,
the weather is so damn nice
I used to believe in you
alone and I was happy
But like a joke, I am left alone
You used to promise me
with your pinky finger
But in the end
Nothing ever lasts forever
In the end, you changed
There is no reason,
no sincerity. Take away
such a thing as love
Tonight, I’ll be crooked
Leave me alone
I was alone anyway
I have no one, everything
is meaningless. Take away the
sugar-coated comfort
Tonight, I’ll be crooked
I’ll put on thick eyeliner,
use a whole can of hairspray
Leather pants, leather jacket with
a frown. I want to hide my pain
and become even more crooked
So you can feel sorry,
I’ll spit toward the sky
You’re scared of my crude
words and my rough eyes
But actually, I’m afraid,
I want to go back but
I have nowhere to go
I want to love but no one to love,
what am I supposed to do?
I can’t turn it back
I used to believe in you
alone and I was happy
But like a joke, I am left alone
You used to promise me
with your pinky finger
But in the end
Nothing ever lasts forever
In the end, you changed
There is no reason,
no sincerity. Take away
such a thing as love
Tonight, I’ll be crooked
Leave me alone
I was alone anyway
I have no one, everything
is meaningless. Take away the
sugar-coated comfort
Tonight, I’ll be crooked
Will you not say anything
for me tonight?
I didn’t know being alone would
be this hard
(I miss you)
Will you be my friend tonight?
On this good day,
this beautiful day,
this day where I miss you
Tonight, I’ll be crooked

Monday, November 18, 2013

Hati yang Banyak

Ini jantung bukan hati...  

Hati ayam..hati lembu..hati ikan..err ada ke? Dulu tido masa kelas Bio tu yang lulus takat cukup makan je...

Kalau cerita bab manga, komik, anime dan novel akulah juara tapi jika disuruh bercerita tentang hati dan perasaang..err susahlah mau cerita...

Bukan apa, soal hati ini senang sangat disalah tafsirkan oleh orang lain..bila terlalu banyak bercerita, orang pun mula bosan..betul tak?

Hidup memang sentiasa dipenuhi dengan pelbagai ujian..ye terpulang untuk kita untuk menyelesaikan setiap ujian yang diberi..diakhirnya kita sendiri yang akan menilai sama ada kita lulus atau gagal ujian yang diberi..hmm menakutkan tapi itu semua hakikat..hidup kan tak sentiasa indah?

Pernah rasa untuk berputus asa..ye banyak kali..merungut juga kenapa diri ini diuji sehingga begini..lupa pula pada surah ni:



Ye kita selalu lupa..nangis kuat2..Allah sentiasa ada..dan dia ibaratkan CCTV yang sentiasa memerhatikan kita. DIA tahu kesusahan kita dan DIA tak akan membebankan kita dengan sesuatu yang kita tak dapat pikul. Yeah be positive!

Dalam menjaga hati orang disekeliling..terus terang aku katakan aku abaikan hati aku sendiri. Tak mengapalah janji mereka gembira..

Terapi yang terbaik bagi aku sekarang ialah membikin novel..haha aku tak tahulah tapi aku rasa lebih relax selepas menaip. Mungkin novel aku ni membosankan bagi sesetengah manusia tapi aku dah tak kisah sebab ini sahaja cara aku untuk mengembirakan hati aku dan aku tahu ada yang masih menghargai garapanku kan?

Oklah sila lawat blog novel Kisah Kita & Isteriku Ratu Ais.

Thursday, November 14, 2013

Saya Nak Ceria Semula!



Tajuk melambangkan perasaang aku..nak ceria balik! nak happy2 tapi in the same time x lupa diri dan tanggungjawab..insyaAllah..

Dulu semalam (12/11/2013) aku dikejutkan dengan berita kemalangan sepupu aku, Zulfadhli Zulkifli (nama ayah kami sama) seorang jurugambar New Straits Times Press (NSTP). Kemalangan motosikal yang agak teruk sehingga masuk paper Harian Metro tapi alhamdulillah dia ok..tempurung lutut dia pecah dan ada kecederaan kat tengkuk..mari kita ramai2 doakan dia cepat sembuh ok?

Kerja? Alhamdulillah la buat masa sekarang..semalam aku baru je jaga satu kelas praktikal Biologi..hmm dan ketika itu baru aku sedar betapa bersyukurnya kanak2 UIAM dulu..mereka disini boleh request nak spectrophotometer seorang satu..wahlaweh dulu kami siap beratur tunggu giliran nak pakai spectrophotometer tu..

Lesen? Tengah on the way la ni...aku bengang sikit la dengan instructor aku..boleh dia expect bawa macam pro padahal baru dua kali je aku belajar dengan dia..hari pertama puji melambung tapi hari kedua dia nak aku bawa ala2 pro..apa ni bro?! Oh instructor aku tu plak kawan sekolah adik aku dulu..ceit lagi haru! InsyaAllah 26/11/2013 ni aku g test..doakan aku berjaya ye?

Officemate aku si Syafiq tu rupa2nya dah kahwin! Aduilah..punyalah aku layan dia macam kanak2 Ribena..hehe dah aku memang jenis kanak2 pun kan? Sekali tengok profile Facebook (aku suruh dia add aku) dah kahwin rupanya budak ni! Haha ada yang kecewa ke? Haha..aku dari awal lagi dah bahasakan diri aku 'akak' dengan dia sebab dia muda 2 tahun dari aku...maka gua memang x kisah bro~

Okeylah doakan aku dapat sesuaikan diri cepat2 dan pickup laju2 apa yang diorang ajar okey?

p/s: silalah lawat novel akak; Kisah Kita & Isteriku Ratu Ais

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

Atas dan Bawah



Hidup itu umpama roda..wah ayat biasa tapi selalunya kita tak sedar..

Dek terlalu selesa berada diatas, kita menyalahkan takdir apabila berada dibawah..ah manusia..dan x dinafikan aku juga begitu..dugaan demi dugaan, ujian demi ujian yang sepatutnya menjadikan aku lebih matang tetapi kerana diri yang lemah, aku hampir tersungkur..astaghfirullahalazim..

Jauhku dari Sang Pencipta menambahkan lagi perencah kesedihan didalam nurani. Nasib baik terdapat mesej dan post keagamaan di laman sosial yang sering mengingatkanku..hmm patutnya aku lebih membuka Al-Quran dan terjemahan bukan laman sosial tapi aku akui..ini kekhilafanku..'cuti' yang diberi Allah tidakku manfaatkan sebaik mungkin..mungkin aku patut tambah koleksi buku keagamaan?

Dalam sedih, Allah turunkan insan2 yang membantu..alhamdulillah. Sedih mungkin kerana perubahan hormon dan juga mungkin kerana sikap manusia sekelilingku...tak apa akanku kuatkan hatiku..

Apapun doakan aku ya? (^-^)

p/s: lawat novel Kisah Kita & Isteriku Ratu Ais


Monday, November 11, 2013

Sweet Dream Harsh Reality



Malam tadi aku bermimpi indah, bangun dalam keadaan tersenyum dan tak sabar memulakan hari. Mimpi yang membawa energi positif setelah beberapa hari berada dalam keadaan negatif. Mimpi yang mungkin didatangkan oleh Allah tatkala diriku dalam keadaan lemah untuk menyuntikkan sedikit semangat untukku. Allahuakhbar! Sesungguhnya Dia Maha Mengetahui..

Didalam mimpi itu, aku berada disuatu tempat yang asing..bersama dengan mereka-mereka yang aku sayangi.Aku terlihat seseorang yang aku sayangi sedang berduka, lantas aku menarik tangannya dan membawanya pergi. Entah bagaimana set mimpiku bertukar latar, latar zaman ketika aku bersekolah rendah. Terus terang aku katakan, aku tidak gembira ketika berada di zaman itu. Namun, kehadiran orang yang sayangi itu merubah segalanya dan kelihatan aku bermain dengan gembira bersamanya.

Sesudah penat bermain, kami menuju ke kantin. Set bertukar lagi, kini kami berdua duduk di cafe. Wajahku agak muram sambil bermain-main dengan makananku. Bagaikan sudah tahu yang masa mimpi aku sudah hampir tamat. Orang yang aku sayang meletakkan kerusinya disebelahku lalu menghabiskan makananku. Senyum bahagia kelihatan menjadi penutup buat mimpi yang indah.

Friday, November 8, 2013

New Environment



Honestly, I haven't done anything since the first day I reported to my new workplace. I've been doing nothing so I spent most of my time starring at the blank PC or just wandering around the lab area. But they said, things will be different once I've been assigned to any lab. So for now I just enjoy my not so 'sweet vacation'. 

My office mates are the senior, Mr Jegan and a new comer, Shafiq who joined on the same day with me. He's lucky as he already assigned to be under Mr Jegan in Chemistry Lab. Most of the time, I'll be in the office alone as he always got something to do in the Chemistry lab..seriously I'm bored till I can hear the sound of clock ticking! 

So today Mr Chua is already back from holiday and I'm planning to see him with Shafiq after he come back from Friday prayer. So hopefully he'll assign me to Microbiology Lab hehehe...

Monday, November 4, 2013

Ulasan Novel : Curi-Curi Cinta (Siti Rosmizah)



Wah dah lama gak aku x buat ulasan novel kan? Ada je baca novel tapi malas nak buat ulasan ahaha~tapi kali ni novel yang aku baca ni betul2 pandai main dengan perasaang wanita aku ececeh~

Okay meh aku cerita sikit pasal novel ni. Novel ni berkisahkan tentang Intan Raihana, gadis sombong bongkak tahap gabanz yang mengaku dirinya berasal daripada keluarga yang berada padahal merupakan anak orang miskin. Abangnya, Iskandar dan ibunya, Puan Asmah sanggup bergolok-gadai demi menghantar Intan belajar ke luar negara dengan harapan Intan akan pulang dengan segulung ijazah dan dapat membantu mereka sekeluarga. Intan pula sangat membenci abang dan ibunya kerana menganggap mereka punca arwah ayahnya meninggal dunia.

Daniel Hakim, seorang lelaki yang sangat membenci papanya,Tan Sri Khairi kerana layu didalam dakapan wanita mata duitan, Tina. Dia sudah mempunyai kekasih, Fariza dan bercadang untuk bernikah dengan wanita itu.

Intan yang meminta abangnya supaya menolongnya untuk mendapatkan pekerjaan dipejabat Daniel sebenarnya mempunyai agenda tersendiri, dia mahu memerangkap Daniel kerana sakit hati dengan lelaki itu. Dia bertekad untuk menjadikan Daniel miliknya. Pelbagai rancangan jahat diatur namun gagal kerana Daniel sememangnya arif dengan hati busuknya itu. Rancangan jahatnya memang tak pernah berhenti dan akhirnya berjaya apabila Daniel khayal setelah meminum minuman yang disediakan oleh pembantunya dan dalam masa yang sama Intan turut terlena apabila terminum air berisi ubat yang dimasukkan ke dalam minuman yang pada asalnya ingin diberikan kepada Daniel. Iskandar yang kebetulan datang menjemput adiknya terkejut apabila melihat adiknya berada didalam keadaan yang cukup mengaibkan bersama majikannnya lantas menyuruh Daniel untuk bertanggungjawab.

Daniel sanggup menikahi Intan tetapi Daniel turut mempunyai rancangan jahatnya sendiri terhadap Intan. Lama-kelamaan, Intan mula berubah dan Daniel mula jatuh hati kepada isteri yang pada mulanya dibenci. Pelbagai dugaan melanda rumah tangga mereka sehinggakan Intan jauh hati terhadap Daniel. Aha..nak tahu lebih-lebih, sila beli dan baca novel ini okey?

Pendapat aku, novel ni mengingatkan aku tentang novel Siti Rosmizah yang sebelum ni iaitu 7 Hari Mencintaiku sebab watak wanita dia pada mulanya kejam tahap gila babas namun setelah diberi pengajaran alhamdulillah berubah baik. Apa-apa pun perangai kedua-dua watak boleh kata berbeza la juga. Watak Intan dan Daniel dua-dua pun boleh kasi aku kena darah tinggi. Ahaha terus terang cakap tapi disebabkan penulis pandai bermain dengan cerita, aku tetap baca novel ni sampai habis walaupun ada masa rasa nak campak je sebab geram (hehe takkan nak campak? ni novel jed kot!)..muka berkerut-kerut time baca tapi bila masuk adegan Kak TT dan Kak Tot, serta merta aku tersenyum balik hehe macam orang gila je..haha okey tapi aku rasa novel ni masih dalam tahap seronok dibaca dan sila beli okey? Sokong penulis tempatan!!

Yayang Solemnization


Semalam merupakan hari pernikahan sahabat baikku, Siti Suria aka Yayang dengan pilihan hatinya, SMASH aka Abang Yumel. Aku pergi dengan Jeddah dan Iqa (Shafiqah Nabila). Macam biasa, Jed drive dan aku jadi co-pilot hehe..

Okay, awal2 pagi lagi aku dah bangun gosok baju, gosok tudung hehe semangat weh! Orang first dalam group sengal kitorang yang kahwin dulu..hehe tapi memang boleh dijangka pun ahaha~ Majlis mereka ni dimulakan dengan pertunangan dahulu dan akad mereka dijalankan pada pukul 3pm. Maka kami pergi lepas Zohor le..

Mula2 g amik Iqa kat stesen KTM Rawang, kawan tu datang dari arah Kepong Sentral maka lebih afdal jemput kat Rawang dan straight g Ijok pakai LATAR je~lama jugalah menunggu sebab kawan tu terlepas train..tapi time tunggu tu yang aku dengan Jed berborak sakan..biasalah lama x jumpa...

Sampai je Iqa, terus kitorang mulakan perjalanan, alhamdulillah cuaca baik sepanjang perjalanan dan macam biasa berborak merupakan aktiviti utama..okey disebabkan aku pernah pergi rumah Su maka akulah yang kena jadi GPS..tapi terus terang cakap, aku ni pun ingat2 lupa hehe..dah lama ma~

Dua kali gak tersilap tapi alhamdulillah sampai juga kami ke rumah Su. Hanya satu kanopi dipasang diluar rumah kerana hari ni majlis pertunangan dan akad sahaja, kendurinya insyaAllah pada 1/12/2013 nanti. Nampak je Su aku dah senyum2..hehe x sangka budak sengal ni dah menjadi Puan Suria.

pelamin tema kereta 'waksegan' kegemaran Yayang..

me, yayang, iqa dan Jed..muka malu sebab banyak photographer..
Cantik tema mereka pink-peach with a tint of turqoise. Lawa weh! Pelamin pun simple (^-^). Makanan yang disediakan pun sedap hehe makan je..ada kari ayam, gulai ikan, gulai lemak perut lembu, suhun, ulam2 dan sambal. Memang simple tapi sedap woo~ untuk desert, ada gula2, chocolates dan pelbagai kek..yang ni aku minta Su tapau kan ahaha terer x? Sengal punya perangai....

Lepas makan, apa lagi sesi mengambil gambar la..excited woo yayang dah kahwin dan dalam sempoi2 diorang tu, malu2 gak bila disuruh oleh photographer buat aksi2 romantika de amoure hehe..yang aku punya cerita pulak..aku dengan yayang dulu selalu amik gambar sengal maka aku nak la amik gambar sengal dengan dia yang dah ayu pakai pakaian pengantin. Tengah aku bergambar tu, terkejut gila banyak pula kamera yang amik gambar kami..adoi malu gila!!!

aksi romantik yang jadi awkward hahaha..

aksi sengal kami..
aksi sengal tapi malu giler sebab banyak kamera..

Apa2 pun aku doakan my yayang aka Su aka Siti Suria berbahagia dengan Abang Yumel aka SMASH sehingga ke syurga~ hehe dalam otak ni dah ada plan baik punya untuk kenduri mereka nanti hehehe~

Friday, November 1, 2013

Jay Chou - Qi Li Xiang


Qilixiang

Composer: Jay Chou (周杰倫) (周杰伦)
Lyricist: Vincent Fang (方文山) (方文山)

chuangwaidemaque
zaidian线xianganshangduozui
nishuozheyiju
henyouxiatiandeganjue
shouzhongdeqianbi
zaizhishanglailaihuihui
woyongjihangzixingrongnishiwodeshui

qiudaoyu
deziwei
maogennidouxiangliaojie
chuliandexiangweijiuzheyangbeiwomenxunhui
nawennuan
deyangguang
xianggangzhaidexianyancaomei
nishuonishebudechidiaozheyizhongganjue

yuxiazhengye
wodeaiyichujiuxiangyushui
yuanziluoye
genwodesinianhouhouyidie
jijushifei
yewufajiangwodereqinglengque
nichuxianzaiwoshidemeiyiye

yuxiazhengye
wodeaiyichujiuxiangyushui
chuangtaihudie
xiangshilifenfeidemeilizhangjie
wojiezhexie
bayongyuanainixiejinshidejiewei
nishiwoweiyixiangyaodeliaojie

Repeat (Show)


nabaoman
dedaosui
xingfuliaozhegejijie
ernidelianjiaxiangtianlishutoudefanqie
nituran
duiwoshuo
qilixiangdemingzihenmei
wocikequezhixiangqinwennijuejiangdezui

yuxiazhengye
wodeaiyichujiuxiangyushui
yuanziluoye
genwodesinianhouhouyidie
jijushifei
yewufajiangwodereqinglengque
nichuxianzaiwoshidemeiyiye

yuxiazhengye
wodeaiyichujiuxiangyushui
chuangtaihudie
xiangshilifenfeidemeilizhangjie
wojiezhexie
bayongyuanainixiejinshidejiewei
nishiwoweiyixiangyaodeliaojie


The sparrow outside the window

Has a big mouth on the wire pole
You said this sentence
Has very much the feeling of summer
The pencil in my hand
Moves back and forth on the paper
I use a few lines of words to describe who you are to me



The taste of sanma
The cat and you both want to understand
The fragrance of first love is retrieved by us just like this
That warm sunshine
Is like the just picked bright strawberry
You say you are not willing to eat this kind of feeling



Rain falls for the whole night
My love overflows like the rain
Leaves fall in the courtyard
With my thoughts one thick pile
A few words of gossip
There is no way it can cool off my passion
You appear in every page of my poem



Rain falls for the whole night
My love overflows like the rain
The butterfly on the windowsill
Is like the beautiful chapters fluttering about in the poem
I then write
I write I always love you into the end of the poem
You are the only understanding I want



That which is full of ears of the rice plant
Blessed this season
And your cheek is like the thoroughly ripe tomato in the field
You suddenly say to me
The name of the Common Jasmin Orange is very beautiful
Yet this moment I only wanted to kiss your stubborn lips



Rain falls for the whole night
My love overflows like the rain
Leaves fall in the courtyard
With my thoughts one thick pile
A few words of gossip
There is no way it can cool off my passion
You appear in every page of my poem



Rain falls for the whole night
My love overflows like the rain
Leaves fall in the courtyard
With my thoughts one thick pile
A few words of gossip
There is no way it can cool off my passion
You appear in every page of my poem



Rain falls for the whole night
My love overflows like the rain
The butterfly on the windowsill
Is like the beautiful chapters fluttering about in the poem
I then write
I write I always love you into the end of the poem
You are the only understanding I want

taken from: Jay Chou's Studio


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